Had a pretty good and long conversation today if anyone has been reading my blog you'll know that my mind has been all over the place, I was gonna say women have a way of doing that but really it goes both ways, tonight I can say my mind is a little more at peace..
No matter how old you get, or how many times it happens, rejection still sucks I tried to give my all and showed that I cared I guess it wasn't enough..
I feel better though not 100 percent, but you pick yourself up dust yourself off and give it another go..
If you read this thanks for doing so, and I'm off tomorrow so hopefully I'll have a better post and pics to put on tomorrow..
That's all for now SG land night..

People never cease to amaze me.. I never understand how someone could just behave one minute one way and then completely change the next.. She tells me how great of a guy I am and how she can't see me not being in her life, and then suddenly it's like trying to get through a brick wall.. I'm trying to be patient, but it just gets so hard when your faith in people just gets so shaken.. I dunno maybe I'm just wasting my time.. I don't know what to do.. I really don't..
P.S. sorry I'm such a buzz kill right now..

Random pic someone else made me take it thought about taking it down, but I'll leave it up as a reminder..

I know you ask us to vote for your sets and help you get to Fp I hope I help.. I just want to say thank you to the ladies that have thanked me for voting, or posted on my blogs or just messaged me.. You brought a smile to my face..

I'm going to post some pics hope you like them..
The first one has to be silly of course..



Thank you for the love you have shown m SG ladies..

I haven't posted anything for a while cause I've been in a bit of a funk, and I don't like writing when I feel that way..
Now that I've come out of it, for the most part, I figured I would post about it..

I spent my Birthday with someone who has been in my life for about two years now..
She basically jumps into bed with me every now and then, but the rest of the time barely talks to me..
She comes to my work, and even though I work in a bar and that might seem normal it's not even close to where she lives..
Before I met her she got hurt pretty bad, and it's made her kind of gun shy..
I know I'm a guy and supposed to be happy that a women will have sex with me no strings attached, but the reality is I'm not getting any younger and I would really like something real..
Does that make sense?
I know she has feelings for me, but she's a lot younger than me and I think she's scared of getting hurt again and being immature about it..
I'm seriously debating cutting her out of my life entirely..
I'll stop boring yall with that nonsense and move on to something else..

I was rocking a little hawk for a while and I decided to bring it back



I love living on the border and being Mexican cause I can find some good tacos..
For those of you who aren't vegetarian and ever find yourself in my neck of the woods I strongly recommend Stopping by Taco Tote..


Well that's all for now SG land, but before I go I'll leave you with a random pick of the flag..

In a weird mood right now, so of course I go to what I know best..
It's a woman that's got me in this mood .. Go figure..

Ok, so quick post just cause I guess..

I've actually been pretty busy when I'm not working I've been going out and spending time with my friend Kate who is leaving to Alaska at the end of the month..

I have to admit I will miss her .. Here we are at a dive bar being silly..







You can kind of make out the face hugger on my arm in the last picture there..
Yes I dedicated a whole arm to Aliens quite nerdy of me I know..

Also no night would be complete without us spending some time at the poker table..
That's our other friend Calai she's older than us, but can party with the best of them..




That's all for now I'll leave you with my love of evolution bye for now SG land..

Much love, thoughts and prayers to the people of Boston..

Went back to my artist today got some more work done on my back the only bad thing is I had to work after, so I'm pretty sore and tired but no pain no gain as they say..


9 hours down all that's left is adding all the color..
Totally can't wait to finish it

Ok quick post since my friend is about to take me out to lunch.. My Birthday weekend has been awesome had a bunch of good friends show up last night and someone that is a little more than a friend.. My wish was to not spend my Birthday night alone and it happened so i'm pretty happy.. Now i'm gonna get treated to lunch and then I have a 500 dollar tournament i'm gonna play in so wish me luck.. Bye for now i'll add some pictures later..