I really have nothing to add here since most of my blogs are on myspace, but I've gotten a fantastic haircut, I've met Sue from PotterCast and the Leaky Cauldron(Harry Potter fans unite). And I went to both Lumos and Comic Con, so good times are a had.

(Oh and that picture of me as Shunsui with the girl, I don't know her, but she's at every single convention it seems like dressed like that, so I got a picture. And I have to feel sorry for her since I'm sure she's being asked for pictures at every single event nonstop, but I guess she enjoys it).

Two Words: Urban Cougar....Meowww!

Edit: And I've been dumped...

Well my confidence is soaring. Women find me attractive! Still no relationship with a nerd girl admittedly but what can you do. But yeah several women have hit on me at work which i just started. And whenever I go to a bar which I almost never go to one, I had women give me numbers without me trying at all. I didn't go up to them, I didn't blatantly hit on them, yet they gave them to me. Now...with a little extra effort I can actually try hitting on women and not assume they won't like me. Things are going well!

Edit: Ofcourse no wI'm actually rather concerned that my romanticism has no place in this world where all women want are casual relationships. That my access to many women available to date means no meaningful relationship with a woman I love. Not that I'm not capable of loving someone, but that finding that person may be impossible, or that I might screw it up because I'd be enjoying my newly found abilities in the dating world...

Ok well, I'm now officially totally paranoid. In my experience whenever something good happens to me, something equally bad must happen to me in turn. And so far I've had some of the best 4 days of my life.

On saturday I had a fantastic date with a girl I really like and really want to work out. I've only gone out with her twice but its hard to tell from my end if she's really into me or not. And on top of that the more I like a girl the more idiotic I tend to revert to. So naturally with the girl I'm regretting every other word I tend to say.

Sunday I had a fantastic time with my family, the best I've had in a long long time. My sister and brother are absolutely fantastic at times, but other times they can drive me up the wall.

Monday, Tuesday and Today has been big money makers for me with the stock market so I'm just really really nervous the girl I like is gonna dump me, my family is gonna start expecting all these things from me depressing me, and the stock market is gonna collapse. And then I get arrested for my license or something.

I can almost smell it. The irony is what'll probably do me in isn't some outside force but my own nervousness about things going bad.

Oh well...here's to a lack of self confidence

Edit: And I've been dumped....

Don't you love it when you've used a shoe as much as humanly possible and then finally get a new pair? I mean I've been running about 6 miles a week in my old pair for over a year not to mention using it for everyday purposes. Used to the point where the back of one of the shoes was actually cutting into my achilles tendon. And then finally I get a new pair of sports shoe. Man is it like walking on clouds. Feels good.

Shoes: They're Whats For Dinner!

Alright well, so far things have been going great with Pam, though its still in the online realm of conversation. She gave me her number and I'm aching to call but do realize that restraint can be advantageous in these circumstances. So I atleast need to wait another day. But I really hope it works out. She is a sweet geek girl and they are few and far between.

My god...I really am a cooking whore. I cooked a fantastic 1 and a quarter inch New York steak, using a steak rub then searing the outside, then cooking it in the oven at 450 for 10 minutes...it was absolutely delicious....I can still taste it 5 hours later. I also made some fries to go with it using garlic salt and pepper and it was really good too, but more complimentary than anything else to the steak. But man is it expensive. 10 dollars for the steak itself.

I HAVE MUSCLES!!!

Thats right Boys and Girls! Biology class Wasn't lying, people actually do have muscles. Today after working out on a cycle for about an hour I discovered my quadriceps(those are the muscles on top of your leg) actually had a clear and visible form! I mean I could feel my muscles slowly becoming bigger, but now they're physically viewable. Now....if only I could still lose those 15 pounds...

Alright well I finally have a workable pic. Huzzah for myself. At anyrate Atleast now you people can see what I look like...from about 6 months ago. But still its a rough approximation of my current looks.At any rate I'll be trying to get my pics of Josh and Cher from Beauty and the Geek on the night they celebrated their victory here at some point.

I swear the day should be 25 hours. I just seem to stay up an hour later each night, and considering its approaching 6 atm...not a good sign.


And for the record, she is very short but very sweet as well, and cute to boot.