"Poker is the hardest way to make an easy living"

I don't know who said it, but they sure got it right.

Still, it's better than working.

I know this is probably a boring journal for most of you.

I'd write about lost loves, broken friendships & other crappy relationships, but I am happy to report that I am over all of those things and the shit load of angst that comes with it.

Today's playlist:

Neko Case - Star Witness
Mickey Avalon - Fuckin Em All
Cake - The Distance
M.I.A - Paper Planes
The Ramones - I'm Against It
The Clash - Career Opportunities
The Beatles - Here Comes The Sun
Portishead - Elysium
Shonen Knife - Flying Jelly Attack
Puffy AmiYumi - Love So Pure

Reading: Andre Norton - Scent of Magic

Watching: The Women

Fuck. I hate this time of year.

Nothing a lot of drinking won't fix though.


Music: Judy Henske - High Flying Bird

Last night I had a dream that I could travel through time. I went back again and again trying to right the wrongs that I've done and prevent some tragedies I've seen. Each time I just seemed to make everything worse. I woke up feeling guiltier than ever. Sometimes I wish I was one of those people that never remembers their dreams.

I do wish I could go back in time though. Not to try to change things. I just want to relive some of the good times.

Every time I turn around little girls are trying to sell me cookies.

I think it's a conspiracy to keep me fat.

I got a letter from one of my Aunts the other day. Took me a little by surprise, I think it's been at least a year since I got an actual letter from somebody. It was sort of nice.

You'd think after being gone for almost a year that I would have something to say.

Not really the case.

I'm too busy catching up with everyone and everything else on here to have much to say myself.

Just once when my account gets reactivated I'd like to find out that it was because a real live person missed me and wanted me back.

I bore myself to tears. I'll be back when that is no longer true.

I believe Winter may finally be over.

You have no idea how much this pleases me.

Wow, it's like a reunion around here lately, huh?

In other news it appears we may be getting some snow again next week. When will this Winter end?

Anonymity is starting to look like a good thing. I think that is an attitude I should start to cultivate.

Things are just getting to big for me.

Mood: I really want a drink. And a cigarette.

Music: The Zombies - She's not there