i just found out sunny day real estate is reunited and going to be playing the 9:30 club sept 30th.... they are my bf and my favorite band, so, i'm stoked.... must find way to have money for tickets....

so i smoke pot.... apparently that means im incapable of running a cash register.... have a test in 2 days and no money to buy any cleanser (not that it worked the last time anyway)
any tips?

so things have been bad lately, but they WILL get better.... im spending the night with my best friend and we are getting giddy girl drunk and life is good.... plus im back on my meds... (those of you who dont know, im a tid smidge crazy in the head)
my dad told me today that if i can find a job in the city i had been living in (about 20 min away from where i am now) that he will be willing to drive me back and forth till i can get my car back on the road... which opens up soooo many possibilities compared to the like 6 stores in the place im currently staying

ill leave my blog off with this.... thank god for girlfriends.... giggiling and being all around silly, good times

drastic changes in my life once again....

because of my only having a part time job and my former roommate being obsessed with his credit rating (which consequently would not have been affected by paying the rent 5 days late) my boyfriend and i were kicked out.
we are now staying at his mom's house... i had to quit my part time job because its too far to walk (about 20 miles) and i don't have my car back on the road yet. we left in a hurry and had to go back to get my stuff from the house...
when we went back my former roommate and friend of the past 12 years or so called the cops, claimed i had no right to get my stuff and he was going to sell it to pay rent... the cops showed up and basically went off on him for wasting their time and let me get my things... except my old roommate had packed most of my things already, when i asked him where certain things were he said they were in one of the boxes... after moving and unpacking the hodge podge of stuff that was carelessly packed i found that everything i owned of ANY value is gone.... my flat screen monitor, my ipod, all my dvds...
i have to give away my ferret too... my baby boy!

things can only get better from here, right?

I thought because i havent really been working or anything that i would waste my time away on here... turns out when you dont do anything you dont have anything to post about... go figure
my big time killers till i find a job: watching dexter
playing video games

i need a life!

well plans have changed, my unemployment was denied, total bs, but im filing an appeal, not much more i can do, i have a job interview on monday, just a server position, i hope i get it though, i need something, working twice a week for barely minimum wage at a coffee house is not doing it for me, hahaha

wow, its been like a really really long time since ive been on this site, it will take me a bit to get use to setup, things have changed....
to whomever re-upped my account after all this time, thanks a ton oh wow, i missed those emotes soooo much
i dont even know where to start, hahaha
yay, im stoked, im recently unemployed so this will give me something to do while i milk the free money hehe

im totally broke, the awesome job i was supposed to get (aka quit my old job for) fell through and i was forced to end up with a 3 dollar an hour decrease in pay, yeah, it sucks hardcore, that being said, i had to cancel my account here at least for the time being... i know i rarely post on here anymore and therefore most of you prolly wont even notice im gone, but ill miss you guys and hopefully will be back soon. if any of you care to contact me, im thedishwasher on myspace, so hit me up... love you muches!!!!

for some reason i haven't been on here barely at all for the past couple months despite being on short term disability. well my first day back at work is wednesday, but im mainly just going in to put in notice, i just got hired as a pharmacy tech for FEMA, i think i will like that a hell of a lot more than working for united healthcare. of course im getting a cold now, i wasnt sick at all for the entire time i was out of work and now that it's time to go back im feeling like shit.... well im babbling... love you guys and such...

sorry its been forever since ive posted a damn thing, my internet wasn't working properly. so im still in the day program, it kind of sucks, but its given me a chance to take a break from work. im trying to find a new job, if anyone knows of anything in the area, let me know. i am not suer what else to say, i've been kind of lame lately, oh on happy notes, i bought the movie hard candy (it rocks!!) and the afro samurai.... yay