So fer realz.. who is keeping on this site. 3 month script after 3 month gift script. Please come forth. I wish to thank you. And if its just the site keeping me around.. thank you very much. I dont know what I did but obviously you saw it. So Mission Acclomplished. Cuz I'm Back!

Birthday yesterday!!! It was amazing! Taking over the bars tonight... Watch out PA!

Blah Blah Blah.... who wants to get high!?

I am officially over all this fucking snow we keep getting here in Pa. I Hate the fact that I've gotten this job doing snow removal. I used to love the snow and the anticipation for the snow. I love being snowed in just hanging around the house not going anywhere, not because you're being lazy, because you can't. Now when I hear about an oncoming storm I get a terrible wrench in the pit of my stomach, similar to hearing about someone you know dying. This past storm I was out for 27 hours mostly out in the snow freezing my fingers off. I was honestly concerned at one point for my extremities. I just want that joy of a snow storm I used to feel when I was a kid. Just being able to sit and watch the wondrous white stuff accumulate on my front lawn and in the parking lot across the street from my house. Sometimes I wish I had more will to make decisions based on how I really felt instead of just pushing through and being miserable. O well good to get that off my chest and now I sit and wait to go move snow.

So someone reactivated my account and I was just wondering who it was....
WHO ARE YOU!?

This is my life... These are my rules.
You can't take that away.
Being inside feels like the little boy who drops his ice cream.
Once fullfilled now empty with remorse.
Death starts from the inside and bores it way out.
Spiritual death breeds hate.
Serenity brings thought and reinvention.
Peace is boring thats why we fight.
Keep the path you have decided.
Steer not away but full steam ahead.