Whoa, whoever reactivated my account for me, i love you to death lol. I guess i'm back everybody, this means i gotta get another photo shoot in very soon. i should prolly put a update picture of what i look like now too. GAH i love you all!

well i havn't been doing very much updating on this for awhile. sorry guys i've been extremly busy. but i finally got the pics from my first set and now there in the waiting line for member review, not really sure how long they'll be there but its prolly awhile. so how have all of you been?

so im in washington again
i use to live here in 07 and haven't been back till now. and let me just tell you i defiantly do not miss the weather.
idaho may suck time to time, but its always sunny.
so now im just trying to find a photographer here since the one in idaho didn't really go through with anything. im pretty sure there are sg photographers in washington, but do they shoot hopefuls?

for all you clockwork orange fans out there
i bring to you
my new tattoo

well i have learned last night that wine does not give me a hangover, guess what ill be drinking now? lol
i have a gnarly bruise on my side too. i decided i wanted to get out of bed i stood up stumbled and slamed into the side table lmao, do u kno how bad it hurts now, and i have my photo shoot tomorrow lol.
im really excited because my friend in cali is sending over a dress for it, its perfect.
and i think im gonna put a vlog on here sometime soon
oooh and theres a new boy in my life hehe

Woot!!
im soo excited right now, i found a new photographer who is amazing and a girl so i wont feel soo uncomfortable.
and we are getting everything ready for shooting on Sunday.
im not really gonna give any details about it yet but lets just say its gonna be amazing.
now i just gotta figure out how long it will take to go live on MR. prolly to long.

so i just got done watching the suicide girls first tour dvd
and now i just want to become a official sg more then ever
its not just the fact that ill be somewhat famous but having the amazing bonds that those girls have with each other makes me want it even more. i really wanna find a new photographer and get a new set done.
i want to feel like i belong somewhere finally and being a sg will get me to a place in my life where i would actually feel that for once.
ps im also typeing in the dark right now so im not so sure about my spelling skills at this moment

ugggh reallllly hungover right now *vomit*

I just have a really fast question.
so all of you know i just got dumped not to long ago.
now im starting to talk to this new guy, sweet no big deal right?
welll...isnt it kinda weird if my two best friends go over to my newly exes house to hang out? without me of course cause he hates me, is it just me being stupid, or should i be pissed or what.
i'm pretty sure one of my friends hooked up with him, but still wtf dude.
i should be pissed right?


who the fuck do i trust now?

*sigh* i'm single....again
thats all i really feel like saying since im really bummed out
it just really sucks