#1 Everyone in my house is sick but me.
Dustin found out today he will be needing surgery. And both kids have had the pukes and shits since last night...11 pm. Which means I have been up pretty much since 11 last night on puke patrol. Thank god for Dustin, if I were doing this alone I'd probably resort to sticking my head in the oven.
#2 I went to Target for pepto, crackers, gatorade and to pick up a few extra things that I needed to add to Megan's baby shower gifty.
And I lost my car. I'm not kidding. I'm not retarded either but I sure felt like I was. Where I live, everyone who doesn't drive an SUV drives a white 4 door sedan. Which is what I drive. Target was swamped with christmas shoppers and I was wondering the parking lot like a moron, almost at my wits end trying to find my fucking car!!!! I finally found it....yeah it was where I left it. Go figure. I'm gonna chalk it up to my lack of sleep from my puking kids.
#3 So...as I mentioned, I was shopping for Megan's shower, which is tomorrow. And dispite the puking and stress around here, I have it remarkably together. I have been making little purchases on ebay since I found out she was having a boy....
However....tonight, as I wrap her gift, I realized that I can't find 2 of the ebay items that I was going to give her. I can't find the baby clothes with frankenstein on them...It's a little sleeper with frankie saying "grr" and it's baby blue with stripes and then I have little black booties with big frankenstein heads on the toe. She already know I am giving her these because I had to make sure she'd think they were cute and not too weird to put on her baby, now that I can't find them I guess it doesn't matter.
The lame thing is I remember that my youngest child kept messing with the slippers so I took the whole frankenstein part of the gift and put it somewhere "safe" about 3 weeks ago. Yeah, well I put it somewhere so safe taht even I can't find it! Rat Bastard!
That's all.
Just wanted to vent.
Dustin found out today he will be needing surgery. And both kids have had the pukes and shits since last night...11 pm. Which means I have been up pretty much since 11 last night on puke patrol. Thank god for Dustin, if I were doing this alone I'd probably resort to sticking my head in the oven.
#2 I went to Target for pepto, crackers, gatorade and to pick up a few extra things that I needed to add to Megan's baby shower gifty.
And I lost my car. I'm not kidding. I'm not retarded either but I sure felt like I was. Where I live, everyone who doesn't drive an SUV drives a white 4 door sedan. Which is what I drive. Target was swamped with christmas shoppers and I was wondering the parking lot like a moron, almost at my wits end trying to find my fucking car!!!! I finally found it....yeah it was where I left it. Go figure. I'm gonna chalk it up to my lack of sleep from my puking kids.
#3 So...as I mentioned, I was shopping for Megan's shower, which is tomorrow. And dispite the puking and stress around here, I have it remarkably together. I have been making little purchases on ebay since I found out she was having a boy....
However....tonight, as I wrap her gift, I realized that I can't find 2 of the ebay items that I was going to give her. I can't find the baby clothes with frankenstein on them...It's a little sleeper with frankie saying "grr" and it's baby blue with stripes and then I have little black booties with big frankenstein heads on the toe. She already know I am giving her these because I had to make sure she'd think they were cute and not too weird to put on her baby, now that I can't find them I guess it doesn't matter.
The lame thing is I remember that my youngest child kept messing with the slippers so I took the whole frankenstein part of the gift and put it somewhere "safe" about 3 weeks ago. Yeah, well I put it somewhere so safe taht even I can't find it! Rat Bastard!
That's all.
Just wanted to vent.
OH MY GOSHHHHHHHH
So, I was gonna bomb out in both the college classes I was taking, so I decided to withdraw from the one that I liked better of the two, staying enrolled in the class I liked the least. My thought behind this was I could give 100% to the shitty borring ass psychology class and get a decent grade, and then take the kinda fun math class next semester....but my spirits were low and I had no confidence at this point.
WELL.....
Tonight I landed an A on my mid-term. That's right ladies and gents...an A!!!!!
and.....every test or quiz since I dropped my math class has been a solid B. Not too shabby huh?
So I think I turned it around and it was the boost I needed to get through this semester and feel like it's worth it to keep taking classes! I"M HAPPY!!!
My work sucks. I bitch about it alot on here cuz if I do on Myspace I could lose my job. So much for freedom of speech. I like doing hair but I hate being a hairdresser.
I just did a report for school on legalized brothel prostitution and realized that my job and that job have some similarities. Which bothered me on several levels. One being that I didn't go to beauty school and spend tons of money and hours there just to realize 6 years later that my job is comparible to prostitution.....and second of all....prostitues make more money than I do and they didn't have to go to school do learn their profession. How the hell is that fair?? MEH.
Sometimes I wish I was prettier. I wish I didn't have trunky thighs and such a damn round ass. I wish my skin was clearer and my teether were straighter and whiter........general insecurity crap right?
But tonight I came home to this....
And I love it and I love Cadducus for making it for me.
And all of a sudden my yahoo launchcast radio thingy started working after many months of not working.
And now I will go to bed happyand sleep well.
Life is good!
So, I was gonna bomb out in both the college classes I was taking, so I decided to withdraw from the one that I liked better of the two, staying enrolled in the class I liked the least. My thought behind this was I could give 100% to the shitty borring ass psychology class and get a decent grade, and then take the kinda fun math class next semester....but my spirits were low and I had no confidence at this point.
WELL.....
Tonight I landed an A on my mid-term. That's right ladies and gents...an A!!!!!
and.....every test or quiz since I dropped my math class has been a solid B. Not too shabby huh?
So I think I turned it around and it was the boost I needed to get through this semester and feel like it's worth it to keep taking classes! I"M HAPPY!!!
My work sucks. I bitch about it alot on here cuz if I do on Myspace I could lose my job. So much for freedom of speech. I like doing hair but I hate being a hairdresser.
I just did a report for school on legalized brothel prostitution and realized that my job and that job have some similarities. Which bothered me on several levels. One being that I didn't go to beauty school and spend tons of money and hours there just to realize 6 years later that my job is comparible to prostitution.....and second of all....prostitues make more money than I do and they didn't have to go to school do learn their profession. How the hell is that fair?? MEH.
Sometimes I wish I was prettier. I wish I didn't have trunky thighs and such a damn round ass. I wish my skin was clearer and my teether were straighter and whiter........general insecurity crap right?
But tonight I came home to this....
And I love it and I love Cadducus for making it for me.
And all of a sudden my yahoo launchcast radio thingy started working after many months of not working.
And now I will go to bed happyand sleep well.
Life is good!So tonight I had a meeting at work. It was to meet the woman who will be coming into the salon and taking over.
The old manager was there and she ran the meeting. She explained that the new manager would be "a little late".
So we ran our meeting, it was about 20 minutes long. Then we all just sat and hung out and waited.
And waited.
And waited.
Finally 30 minutes after the meeting was over she showed up in her shiney silver corvette and high heeled knee high boots. She sauntered into the salon and stool by the front desk, we were all seated in the lobby. Our current manager introduced us to our new manager to be. And then had us go around and introduce ourselves.
After we did that the new manager asked whose little kid that was running around (it was my kids but he was behaving)
And then that was it. She didn't say anything else, she just said bye and left. It was soooo wierd! You'd think she'd introduce herself, you'd think she'd want to ease any fears we were having about her coming in and taking over. You'd think she'd want to get to know us better, nope apparently not.
It wasn't a very good first impression.
I might be looking for a new job soon.
The old manager was there and she ran the meeting. She explained that the new manager would be "a little late".
So we ran our meeting, it was about 20 minutes long. Then we all just sat and hung out and waited.
And waited.
And waited.
Finally 30 minutes after the meeting was over she showed up in her shiney silver corvette and high heeled knee high boots. She sauntered into the salon and stool by the front desk, we were all seated in the lobby. Our current manager introduced us to our new manager to be. And then had us go around and introduce ourselves.
After we did that the new manager asked whose little kid that was running around (it was my kids but he was behaving)
And then that was it. She didn't say anything else, she just said bye and left. It was soooo wierd! You'd think she'd introduce herself, you'd think she'd want to ease any fears we were having about her coming in and taking over. You'd think she'd want to get to know us better, nope apparently not.
It wasn't a very good first impression.
I might be looking for a new job soon.
Fan art is beautiful. I have been forwarding all my fan art to DreaD Images (aka ...my sister the photographer)
She feels they are as much fan art of her photography as they are fan art of the subject photographed.
So I just want to know you who make photoshopped beautiful art.....you not only make me happy, but you make my sister happy too!
Most recent, made by Pauly for PSW
Drea Dee. (My sister)
Axl Rose. Just for random sake.
She feels they are as much fan art of her photography as they are fan art of the subject photographed.
So I just want to know you who make photoshopped beautiful art.....you not only make me happy, but you make my sister happy too!
Most recent, made by Pauly for PSW
Drea Dee. (My sister)
Axl Rose. Just for random sake.
My baby turned 3 today.
I can't believe time passes so quickly. It doesn't seem at all like 3 years have gone by.
I love myprecious children so much...I wish they could just stay little a little longer.....
I can't believe time passes so quickly. It doesn't seem at all like 3 years have gone by.
I love myprecious children so much...I wish they could just stay little a little longer.....
Hmmmmm.....
So the site that I am modeling for (deadlydame) has upped their requirments. They want 2 sets a month. Which is so strange to me because I am afraid that might make me burn out.....
I decided just to go with it until I burn out. I'll try to turn in 2 sets a month until i get bored or whatever. It's a good hobby. A little narcisstic seeming and sometimes alot of work, but fun just the same.
Oddly..... it's my experience on here, in PSW that has been the most gratifying. I turn in my "perfect" pictures (by their standard) to deadlydame. And I post the other ones I like but that I know won't work for dames (ie:grainey....blurry....stretch markey..whatever) as sets in the PSW group.
In all my life I have gotten *one* fan mail art pieces.....but since posting for PSW I have recieved 2 in less than a month. The mere fact that someone would choose one of my images to tweek and enhance and create into their own piece of art.... is to me truly the most flattering and personal compliment ever.
So, my new set is creepy. I don't like to do subject matter that involves women as victims and I think this one is definately leaning that way. My photographer sugested that I escape from the cage and hide and then smile....like it's some sort of game. I'm not a big fan of S&M either....
This is not my favorite set. I wonder if it shows.
hmmm.....
Let me find pictures to share with you.
Haha...that's good one!
And what is that belly mutation there????
it's not gonna be sexy when I hit my head....
Fan art from catagogo
Fan art from PSW I'm not sure who the artist is.
The first fan art I ever recied....from 2 years ago. It made me misty eyed and I was fascinated by it. This artist never saw me nude. This is his interpretation. I never met him and I did not know him. I was touched deeply by it.
So the site that I am modeling for (deadlydame) has upped their requirments. They want 2 sets a month. Which is so strange to me because I am afraid that might make me burn out.....
I decided just to go with it until I burn out. I'll try to turn in 2 sets a month until i get bored or whatever. It's a good hobby. A little narcisstic seeming and sometimes alot of work, but fun just the same.
Oddly..... it's my experience on here, in PSW that has been the most gratifying. I turn in my "perfect" pictures (by their standard) to deadlydame. And I post the other ones I like but that I know won't work for dames (ie:grainey....blurry....stretch markey..whatever) as sets in the PSW group.
In all my life I have gotten *one* fan mail art pieces.....but since posting for PSW I have recieved 2 in less than a month. The mere fact that someone would choose one of my images to tweek and enhance and create into their own piece of art.... is to me truly the most flattering and personal compliment ever.
So, my new set is creepy. I don't like to do subject matter that involves women as victims and I think this one is definately leaning that way. My photographer sugested that I escape from the cage and hide and then smile....like it's some sort of game. I'm not a big fan of S&M either....
This is not my favorite set. I wonder if it shows.
hmmm.....
Let me find pictures to share with you.
Haha...that's good one!
And what is that belly mutation there????
it's not gonna be sexy when I hit my head....
Fan art from catagogo
Fan art from PSW I'm not sure who the artist is.
The first fan art I ever recied....from 2 years ago. It made me misty eyed and I was fascinated by it. This artist never saw me nude. This is his interpretation. I never met him and I did not know him. I was touched deeply by it.
Has anyone heard the Nick Cave song with Kylie Minogue? It's called "Wild Rose" or something like that.
That song was my inspiration.
That song was my inspiration.
Alot of stuff is going on. I shot a new set for the DeadlyDame site. I hope they like it and post alot. I hate the pictures they have up of me. They were from my application. I didn't know they would post them. Here is a sample from my set I sent in.
My dear friend Mary K. (who I am losely named after) had a horrible tradgedy occur. Her son Greg Mitchell was murdered. He is a police officer in Sacramento. It's been all over the news. The manager of our shop (Because MaryK works with me asthe receptionist)and I will be attending the funeral this friday. Along with the rest of the community I am shocked and horrified. I know this family. I know these people. Such a loss.
Halloween was good except that my best friend Chelsea who has thrown a halloween party every year for over ten years with her husband Thump-r wasn't able to have her party this year. She and her Husband are splitting up and about 20 minutes before we were about to leave to head over to this party Chelsea calles my house and tells us that the party is being called off. I assume from a fight. I don't know tho. I need to call her. This makes me sad because both her and her husband were with me when I gave birth. I love both of them and I wish they could stay together. I need to see them soon I bought them both birthday gifts.
And so life goes on I guess.
I bought a stripper pole. My boyfriend is stoked. He loves watching me strip but I have been bored with it lately and not doing it as much. I am hoping that working on pole routines will be fun and renew my interest. It hasn't come in the mail yet.
My dear friend Mary K. (who I am losely named after) had a horrible tradgedy occur. Her son Greg Mitchell was murdered. He is a police officer in Sacramento. It's been all over the news. The manager of our shop (Because MaryK works with me asthe receptionist)and I will be attending the funeral this friday. Along with the rest of the community I am shocked and horrified. I know this family. I know these people. Such a loss.
Halloween was good except that my best friend Chelsea who has thrown a halloween party every year for over ten years with her husband Thump-r wasn't able to have her party this year. She and her Husband are splitting up and about 20 minutes before we were about to leave to head over to this party Chelsea calles my house and tells us that the party is being called off. I assume from a fight. I don't know tho. I need to call her. This makes me sad because both her and her husband were with me when I gave birth. I love both of them and I wish they could stay together. I need to see them soon I bought them both birthday gifts.
And so life goes on I guess.
I bought a stripper pole. My boyfriend is stoked. He loves watching me strip but I have been bored with it lately and not doing it as much. I am hoping that working on pole routines will be fun and renew my interest. It hasn't come in the mail yet.
