Just got a new haircut and 2 new piercings! Pics tomorrow when I have some better lighting.
Holy fuck have I been busy! Spring break is next week, (the week of St. Patrick's Day, I FINALLY have it off so I can see the parade, yays!) so expect TONS of updates then. Basically what I'm working on right now is putting together a real, semi-professional portfolio of all of my loverly handicrafts- jewelry, clothing alterations, and of course all of the zombie critters I've been working on lately- So expect to be seeing that soon. I'm also in the process of planning out a set to be shot in an abandoned building in the very near future, which I'll be stealing some pics from to apply for hopeful status (wish me luck! I'm hoping that if I apply with professional shots as opposed to crappy cell-phone-shot bathroom pics I'll get accepted this time). Also my birthday is coming up at the end of the month, I can finally stop getting grouped together with all of the immature little teeny-boppers and hopefully be treated as a real live adult from now on, so yay for that! Other than that I've pretty much been spending every hour of my day trying to devote an equal amount of time to school, the boypants, and not neglecting my other friends. It's definitely taking it's toll, but spring break is next week and then there's really only a couple months left until summer after that, so I can be patient for now until I can have some time to myself.
Also, I can definitely put a new piercing on the top of my pain scale. Nipples, cartilage, even all the many attempts on my poor abused bellybutton, those were all nothing. Fucking. Medusa. That lil bitch kicked my ass. I've never flinched so much from a piercing. Ever. I actually ended up getting it just barely crooked enough from said flinching that I knew it would bother me, so it had to come out anyway.
Whatevs. When it's nice and closed up sometime in the next week I'll be going to get it redone, so again I'll just have to be patient. At least I know what to expect the second time around, right?
Thanks to those of you who are still reading my blogs, I know I've been very absent as of late and the few updates I give aren't very exciting, but I assure you I'll be back at full capacity soon enough.
Also, I can definitely put a new piercing on the top of my pain scale. Nipples, cartilage, even all the many attempts on my poor abused bellybutton, those were all nothing. Fucking. Medusa. That lil bitch kicked my ass. I've never flinched so much from a piercing. Ever. I actually ended up getting it just barely crooked enough from said flinching that I knew it would bother me, so it had to come out anyway.
Whatevs. When it's nice and closed up sometime in the next week I'll be going to get it redone, so again I'll just have to be patient. At least I know what to expect the second time around, right?Thanks to those of you who are still reading my blogs, I know I've been very absent as of late and the few updates I give aren't very exciting, but I assure you I'll be back at full capacity soon enough.
i dun goofed...in the spectacular sort of fashion that only I could possibly manage. The first Valentine's Day in my almost 20 years on this earth and I had to go and ruin it. if anyone can inform me where I might be able to find myself a nice bucket of social skills, that information would be greatly appreciated.
Also, sorry for my absence to those of you who still read my blog, first my laptop died and had to be shipped away to the warehouse to be fixed (where they actually managed to break it even worse, but that's a whole other story), then I got sick, then I got better, then I got sick again, then better again, and then sicker than I've been in a hell of a long time. But I think it's safe to say I filled my sick quota for the next few months and I should be back on and functioning at 100% now, so as soon as I stop feeling sorry for myself I'll try and get some new updates out.
if anyone can inform me where I might be able to find myself a nice bucket of social skills, that information would be greatly appreciated.Also, sorry for my absence to those of you who still read my blog, first my laptop died and had to be shipped away to the warehouse to be fixed (where they actually managed to break it even worse, but that's a whole other story), then I got sick, then I got better, then I got sick again, then better again, and then sicker than I've been in a hell of a long time. But I think it's safe to say I filled my sick quota for the next few months and I should be back on and functioning at 100% now, so as soon as I stop feeling sorry for myself I'll try and get some new updates out.
Merry FUCKING Christmas guys and gals, I hope everyone else's holidays were as good as mine. I'd consider this year's holiday fuckery to be pretty damn near perfect in my book. I'm worn out from all the festivities though so the details will just have to wait.
What did everyone else do for Christmas? Any particularly awesome gifts this year? (I've been simming out all day and night with my favorite gift, hence the exhaustion and inability to focus
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What did everyone else do for Christmas? Any particularly awesome gifts this year? (I've been simming out all day and night with my favorite gift, hence the exhaustion and inability to focus
)Haven't been on in a while, my laptop's been out of commission. Grades were posted today though, so that's one less stress factor to weigh on my mind for the moment. Despite all of my worries it appears I passed Bio. I've decided to drop the second half anyway, since I just really don't see myself making a lifelong career out of anything that made me so unhappy for just a few short weeks. I guess it's back to psychology for me, though I'm not entirely sure what I can do with a psych degree either since I hate being around people for any amount of time. Anyhoo, I have Christmas presents to wrap still so that's all for now.
One more day of classes before finals week. I can do this. In 7 days and about 13 hours the semester from hell will be over. So close now...
Ok so it took forever, but I finally have time to sit down and write out the details of the whole new boyfriend situation. Some of you may remember the excitement when the boycrush kissed me at that Halloween party a few weeks ago, and things have just kinda been building from there.
He's so sweet and cute and funny and a lot more...clean-cut i guess you could say, than what I usually go for, but that's part of what I like about him. We've been spending our breaks between classes together at school, talking on facebook after school (he's currently phone-less, and I just finally got a new phone last week), and he even left me a sweet little message in my facebook inbox that he missed me the day we didn't have school and that he hoped I felt better soon.
A couple days after that, I was finally feeling up to leaving the house so he took me to Melt in Lakewood. It was a two-hour wait, so we went for coffee first and stopped in at the exchange and picked up some cheap goods (some jokes were made about certain musical preferences, but it was all in good fun) before heading back to the restaurant to eat. Best. Sandwich. Ever. I had the grilled peanut butter and banana, and I think I have a new favorite food. Fucking delicious, not to mention that we were already having such a great time anyway.
After dinner we went back to his house and watched Scott Pilgrim vs. the World (which was awesome), broken up only by the occasional short makeout session (also awesome). We sat and talked and listened to records for a bit before I had to go home. He walked me to the door and gave me a goodnight kiss and everything, it was all just so perfect!
We've been talking and hanging out more since then, and the other day at school he threw the words "my lady" into a sentence and we ended up discussing things further and finally making it official. I've been taking things a lot slower than I usually do since my last couple relationships ended so terribly, but he doesn't seem to mind so I think that's a good sign. I'm really happy about the idea of being in a relationship again, but at the same time I'm kinda testing the water to see if I'm really as ready for all of this as I think I am. I don't want to rush things and lose all of the romance so soon like the last time. I really like this guy a lot, and I really want this to work out. I feel like he could be good for me.
We have plans to spend Thanksgiving together and everything, I'm so excited! I'm actually happy to be going to school tomorrow so I can see him again!
He's so sweet and cute and funny and a lot more...clean-cut i guess you could say, than what I usually go for, but that's part of what I like about him. We've been spending our breaks between classes together at school, talking on facebook after school (he's currently phone-less, and I just finally got a new phone last week), and he even left me a sweet little message in my facebook inbox that he missed me the day we didn't have school and that he hoped I felt better soon.
A couple days after that, I was finally feeling up to leaving the house so he took me to Melt in Lakewood. It was a two-hour wait, so we went for coffee first and stopped in at the exchange and picked up some cheap goods (some jokes were made about certain musical preferences, but it was all in good fun) before heading back to the restaurant to eat. Best. Sandwich. Ever. I had the grilled peanut butter and banana, and I think I have a new favorite food. Fucking delicious, not to mention that we were already having such a great time anyway.
After dinner we went back to his house and watched Scott Pilgrim vs. the World (which was awesome), broken up only by the occasional short makeout session (also awesome). We sat and talked and listened to records for a bit before I had to go home. He walked me to the door and gave me a goodnight kiss and everything, it was all just so perfect!
We've been talking and hanging out more since then, and the other day at school he threw the words "my lady" into a sentence and we ended up discussing things further and finally making it official. I've been taking things a lot slower than I usually do since my last couple relationships ended so terribly, but he doesn't seem to mind so I think that's a good sign. I'm really happy about the idea of being in a relationship again, but at the same time I'm kinda testing the water to see if I'm really as ready for all of this as I think I am. I don't want to rush things and lose all of the romance so soon like the last time. I really like this guy a lot, and I really want this to work out. I feel like he could be good for me.
We have plans to spend Thanksgiving together and everything, I'm so excited! I'm actually happy to be going to school tomorrow so I can see him again!
School is kicking my butt right now! I'm so behind because I've been too sick all week to get anything done, so all this work has just been piling up all over me and I keep finding assignments online that I missed, and I'm worrying that my professors not emailing me back means I can't get extensions on them and I'm already barely passing bio as it is and Uuuuuuuggggghhhh *frustrated sigh* I had so much fun on my little date yesterday and I guess this is my punishment for that moment of happiness. One more day tomorrow to get my shit together before I have to face going to all of these classes and begging these professors and teachers face-to-face to cut me a little slack on everything for the next week or so. Only about 5 more weeks until winter break and I can finally relax for a few weeks. Why couldn't I get sick then instead of now???
One more day tomorrow to get my shit together before I have to face going to all of these classes and begging these professors and teachers face-to-face to cut me a little slack on everything for the next week or so. Only about 5 more weeks until winter break and I can finally relax for a few weeks. Why couldn't I get sick then instead of now???
