It's nice to be getting laid steadily again.
That's really the only positive I can post right now.
I do love my job, but people around me are becoming unhappy, and I'm worried it's going to rub off on me.
I took on a project, and as a test agent in the pilot, I just found out that our good results....mean nothing. For me as an agent at least. Basically, when they officially decide to keep the pilot and make it a permanent position, with MUCH higher wages AND bonus, I have to APPLY for it. WHY? Did I not just BUST my ass for you making this pilot a success? I guess I get it... there are some who just aren't all that great in the pilot... totally understandable... but if I am more than proficient...why make me apply for it? It's lame, but I've really enjoyed the learning experience, for sure.
I've been trying to focus on me and do my thing. I had to cut down the weight I unfortunately put on this past fall, now I'm trying to get focused and buckle down and really lose more. Anyone who has had success with weight loss.... can you suggest any classes as gyms or any youtube vids? I've been looking around, but taking a class is so...nerve wracking...I'm always worried of making a fool of myself, or becoming incredibly winded. I should just shut up and do it. Positive thoughts and suggestions welcome. I'd like to get my skinny back and go back to taking photos like when I was younger. Hell, maybe I'll even do a fucking set if I am successful.
The situation remains the same with Joe....pleasant... bff's, but not anywhere close to commitment yet. We had a discussion today, that was good, but who knows. I'm trying to keep my cool, stay happy and patient so I don't go crazy.
Thats all I really have to share right now...
I hope all ya pretties out there are doing well.
That's really the only positive I can post right now.
I do love my job, but people around me are becoming unhappy, and I'm worried it's going to rub off on me.
I took on a project, and as a test agent in the pilot, I just found out that our good results....mean nothing. For me as an agent at least. Basically, when they officially decide to keep the pilot and make it a permanent position, with MUCH higher wages AND bonus, I have to APPLY for it. WHY? Did I not just BUST my ass for you making this pilot a success? I guess I get it... there are some who just aren't all that great in the pilot... totally understandable... but if I am more than proficient...why make me apply for it? It's lame, but I've really enjoyed the learning experience, for sure.
I've been trying to focus on me and do my thing. I had to cut down the weight I unfortunately put on this past fall, now I'm trying to get focused and buckle down and really lose more. Anyone who has had success with weight loss.... can you suggest any classes as gyms or any youtube vids? I've been looking around, but taking a class is so...nerve wracking...I'm always worried of making a fool of myself, or becoming incredibly winded. I should just shut up and do it. Positive thoughts and suggestions welcome. I'd like to get my skinny back and go back to taking photos like when I was younger. Hell, maybe I'll even do a fucking set if I am successful.
The situation remains the same with Joe....pleasant... bff's, but not anywhere close to commitment yet. We had a discussion today, that was good, but who knows. I'm trying to keep my cool, stay happy and patient so I don't go crazy.
Thats all I really have to share right now...
I hope all ya pretties out there are doing well.
It happened.
After 4 weeks....good lord, did I need it.
Last night.
Joe and I found our sexies, and they clashed and made 2.5 hours of awesome fuckery.
PS Reverse Cowgirl... fuck yes.
PPS My sex is a lot dirty than it was 10 years ago.
After 4 weeks....good lord, did I need it.
Last night.
Joe and I found our sexies, and they clashed and made 2.5 hours of awesome fuckery.
PS Reverse Cowgirl... fuck yes.
PPS My sex is a lot dirty than it was 10 years ago.
Uh Hem.
Four weeks tomorrow....
ACK!!!!
I'm going crazy inside!
For some reason Red Bull eliminates my cravings for raunchy, hair pulling, choke-a-licious sex.
Now I'm horny again
Good news... I got four new pairs of shoes. WOOO!
Four weeks tomorrow....
ACK!!!!
I'm going crazy inside!
For some reason Red Bull eliminates my cravings for raunchy, hair pulling, choke-a-licious sex.
Now I'm horny again
Good news... I got four new pairs of shoes. WOOO!
I just found out what NBHNC means
lol
for real?
haha
Also, I need to get fucking laid. It's almost been 3 weeks.
lol
for real?
haha
Also, I need to get fucking laid. It's almost been 3 weeks.
No, no. It's ok, really.
I'll just go fuck my OTHER ex boyfriend's brains out.
Ps I'm in a beautiful Bromance with a chick. If only we were lesbi-gay.
I'll just go fuck my OTHER ex boyfriend's brains out.
Ps I'm in a beautiful Bromance with a chick. If only we were lesbi-gay.
I'm blogging right now PURELY because my SG home-slice Chrysisis on the front page.
She is a fantastic little panda, and to me, is the absolute definition of a Suicide Girl.
Congrats on another front pager! Love you bitch!
Please, everyone, go and worship her set.
edit...I love photo 14 & 39, which should be printed black and white and sold as a fucking print STAT),
She is a fantastic little panda, and to me, is the absolute definition of a Suicide Girl.
Congrats on another front pager! Love you bitch!
Please, everyone, go and worship her set.
edit...I love photo 14 & 39, which should be printed black and white and sold as a fucking print STAT),
I have a basic gym locker lock that I used to have the combo for stuck to the back of my iPod which was then protected by the case. However, I took the case off the iPod and the combo fell off. Oh nos!
So, here sits my purple gym lock.. of which I cannot remember the combo! Son of a whore.
I have LITERALLY been using this as an excuse to NOT go to the gym b/c I don't feel like buying a new one, but I ALSO didn't feel like printing and filling out the masterlock lost my combo form & waiting for the response in the mail. this is pitiful, and I should be stoned to death.
SO, what have I done besides become a lazy as sin OAF?
I turned to the web!
And have found myself a couple of videos, ect that show how to figure out your code.
One I had tried and it was just too hard... and I found out it was not for my BRAND of lock, so it made sense. But NOW! NOW I have found what promises to be a useful video.. HOWEVER now my hands hurt from playing with the lock with the other WRONG method all night.
So, my promise to all of you who randomly read my blog... after giving my hands a break I will dive into this again to night or tomorrow night and when i crack this bastard! AHO! AND SO I SHALL! I will post a nice little naked picture of me and my lock. HELL if the gym is empty enough, I will post a picture of me at the gym with my damned lock (likely clothed, but hey w/e)
This has become a personal vendetta. I want to figure this shit out! My hands hurt so bad from pulling the stupid U thing up...so tomorrow I will return to this task when I get home, and this fucked is going to open!
the culprit
also, me
enjoy
So, here sits my purple gym lock.. of which I cannot remember the combo! Son of a whore.
I have LITERALLY been using this as an excuse to NOT go to the gym b/c I don't feel like buying a new one, but I ALSO didn't feel like printing and filling out the masterlock lost my combo form & waiting for the response in the mail. this is pitiful, and I should be stoned to death.
SO, what have I done besides become a lazy as sin OAF?
I turned to the web!
And have found myself a couple of videos, ect that show how to figure out your code.
One I had tried and it was just too hard... and I found out it was not for my BRAND of lock, so it made sense. But NOW! NOW I have found what promises to be a useful video.. HOWEVER now my hands hurt from playing with the lock with the other WRONG method all night.
So, my promise to all of you who randomly read my blog... after giving my hands a break I will dive into this again to night or tomorrow night and when i crack this bastard! AHO! AND SO I SHALL! I will post a nice little naked picture of me and my lock. HELL if the gym is empty enough, I will post a picture of me at the gym with my damned lock (likely clothed, but hey w/e)
This has become a personal vendetta. I want to figure this shit out! My hands hurt so bad from pulling the stupid U thing up...so tomorrow I will return to this task when I get home, and this fucked is going to open!
the culprit
also, me
enjoyAlso, struggling with emotions...still, over Joe.
When does this shit end?I know I'm not making it easier.
I suppose the first day of the rest of my life will start when I stop sleeping with him.
Guys: Is this how you keep tabs when you haven't yet found someone for you, and you don't want your ex to move on quite yet? OR is this his way of hanging on until he decides we should put in for another effort?
I wish I could say that "put in another try" and make it not sound like it's been a dramatic few years. There were BIG fights, about 3 or 4, but otherwise our relationship was a dream. We didn't bicker, we were petty. We had everything we could want. He WAS (and I feel still is) everything I wanted.
But then I went crazy from work frustrations, and outter influence, and broke up with him in August.
I want to be over this yo-yoing....but what direction? Do we do it again, or do I walk away entirely?
Of course, first I have to pay him back, and then get the gas out of his name.
Anybody wanna loan me some cash? Or just give it to me? LOL
Moving on.... I found a show I adore...Canadian TV in fact.. Being Erica. Chicks....check it out. Dudes too if you're looking for background noise. haha
I have contracted a winter cold. Here's to hoping over consumption of tasty tea will kill it. After being stressed yesterday at work, I decided sitting in the dry hot office with this becoming increasingly worse was not what I wanted to do today. It would have made it 100% worse.. so I am using some of that vacation time I earned and took a day. And if this hasn't progressed past the coughing stage by Monday, I am going to call in another vacation day. I don't want to get everyone around me sick and hate me, so that's another reason to not be there. Actually, it's the primary reason.
this blog is way too wordy.
one of these days i will start taking pictures and post videos and be interesting instead of whiny and stupid.
When does this shit end?I know I'm not making it easier.
I suppose the first day of the rest of my life will start when I stop sleeping with him.
Guys: Is this how you keep tabs when you haven't yet found someone for you, and you don't want your ex to move on quite yet? OR is this his way of hanging on until he decides we should put in for another effort?
I wish I could say that "put in another try" and make it not sound like it's been a dramatic few years. There were BIG fights, about 3 or 4, but otherwise our relationship was a dream. We didn't bicker, we were petty. We had everything we could want. He WAS (and I feel still is) everything I wanted.
But then I went crazy from work frustrations, and outter influence, and broke up with him in August.
I want to be over this yo-yoing....but what direction? Do we do it again, or do I walk away entirely?
Of course, first I have to pay him back, and then get the gas out of his name.
Anybody wanna loan me some cash? Or just give it to me? LOL
Moving on.... I found a show I adore...Canadian TV in fact.. Being Erica. Chicks....check it out. Dudes too if you're looking for background noise. haha
I have contracted a winter cold. Here's to hoping over consumption of tasty tea will kill it. After being stressed yesterday at work, I decided sitting in the dry hot office with this becoming increasingly worse was not what I wanted to do today. It would have made it 100% worse.. so I am using some of that vacation time I earned and took a day. And if this hasn't progressed past the coughing stage by Monday, I am going to call in another vacation day. I don't want to get everyone around me sick and hate me, so that's another reason to not be there. Actually, it's the primary reason.
this blog is way too wordy.
one of these days i will start taking pictures and post videos and be interesting instead of whiny and stupid.
my sister is getting married in march. i am her maid of honor.. i have no idea if im doing a speech, but i think it's customary for the maid of honor, yes?
so i am spending some time over the coming days getting that together, so i dont have to stress about it when the wedding gets nearer. i'll have no problem keeping it light, but meaningful. this will be fun.
anybody heard any wacky-ass speeches at weddings?
so i am spending some time over the coming days getting that together, so i dont have to stress about it when the wedding gets nearer. i'll have no problem keeping it light, but meaningful. this will be fun.
anybody heard any wacky-ass speeches at weddings?
