It's nice to be getting laid steadily again.
That's really the only positive I can post right now.
I do love my job, but people around me are becoming unhappy, and I'm worried it's going to rub off on me.
I took on a project, and as a test agent in the pilot, I just found out that our good results....mean nothing. For me as an agent at least. Basically, when they officially decide to keep the pilot and make it a permanent position, with MUCH higher wages AND bonus, I have to APPLY for it. WHY? Did I not just BUST my ass for you making this pilot a success? I guess I get it... there are some who just aren't all that great in the pilot... totally understandable... but if I am more than proficient...why make me apply for it? It's lame, but I've really enjoyed the learning experience, for sure.
I've been trying to focus on me and do my thing. I had to cut down the weight I unfortunately put on this past fall, now I'm trying to get focused and buckle down and really lose more. Anyone who has had success with weight loss.... can you suggest any classes as gyms or any youtube vids? I've been looking around, but taking a class is so...nerve wracking...I'm always worried of making a fool of myself, or becoming incredibly winded. I should just shut up and do it. Positive thoughts and suggestions welcome. I'd like to get my skinny back and go back to taking photos like when I was younger. Hell, maybe I'll even do a fucking set if I am successful.
The situation remains the same with Joe....pleasant... bff's, but not anywhere close to commitment yet. We had a discussion today, that was good, but who knows. I'm trying to keep my cool, stay happy and patient so I don't go crazy.
Thats all I really have to share right now...
I hope all ya pretties out there are doing well.
That's really the only positive I can post right now.
I do love my job, but people around me are becoming unhappy, and I'm worried it's going to rub off on me.
I took on a project, and as a test agent in the pilot, I just found out that our good results....mean nothing. For me as an agent at least. Basically, when they officially decide to keep the pilot and make it a permanent position, with MUCH higher wages AND bonus, I have to APPLY for it. WHY? Did I not just BUST my ass for you making this pilot a success? I guess I get it... there are some who just aren't all that great in the pilot... totally understandable... but if I am more than proficient...why make me apply for it? It's lame, but I've really enjoyed the learning experience, for sure.
I've been trying to focus on me and do my thing. I had to cut down the weight I unfortunately put on this past fall, now I'm trying to get focused and buckle down and really lose more. Anyone who has had success with weight loss.... can you suggest any classes as gyms or any youtube vids? I've been looking around, but taking a class is so...nerve wracking...I'm always worried of making a fool of myself, or becoming incredibly winded. I should just shut up and do it. Positive thoughts and suggestions welcome. I'd like to get my skinny back and go back to taking photos like when I was younger. Hell, maybe I'll even do a fucking set if I am successful.
The situation remains the same with Joe....pleasant... bff's, but not anywhere close to commitment yet. We had a discussion today, that was good, but who knows. I'm trying to keep my cool, stay happy and patient so I don't go crazy.
Thats all I really have to share right now...
I hope all ya pretties out there are doing well.
