Today I woke up and checked my phone for messages and then checked facebook to see what that special someone is up to today and something happened that is inexplicable. I saw a pitcure, the most beautiful picture I have ever seen to be precise, a beautiful woman with her 2 year old daughter in her lap and they were holding her newborn son. An overwhelming sadness came over me upon seeing this. I have known who this woman is for a few years now but have only just begun talking to her about a week ago and I already feel as though I have known her forever. She is such a beautiful woman, not just in appearance but in every aspect. Seeing her care for her children, now 4 and 2, is the most amazing thing I have ever seen. She and I have spent countless hours just talking and spent nearly an entire day together, a good portion of which we had just spent staring into each others eyes. I found myself sad this morning, seeing that picture of her. Sad, because I am not in it with her. If I could have one wish, just one wish, I would give anything to be standing by her side sharing that wonderful moment with her.