Member: TJPres87

TJPres87 So beautiful, the Purple Rose...

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DECEMBER 29, 2012 @ 06:49 PM


So today I find myself in a strange place. I find myself constantly surrounded by people, classmates, coworkers and random faces passing me by, and yet I feel a constant state of loneliness. Ironically, I grow lonelier and lonelier when more people are present. I will be twenty-six next month and I literally have one good friend who lives on the opposite end of the Earth, I am painfully shy and completely inept in social situations. Oh, I wish I knew how to turn this around... Such is life, I suppose.
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Robotsatemyhair

Robotsatemyhair

Richmond, VA
March 2004

DEC 29, 2012 07:21 PM

Hey, man. *hug*

It'll be okay.

TJPres87

TJPres87

Brockton, MA
December 2012

DEC 29, 2012 07:25 PM

I know. It's always okay in the end. I've lived long enough to realize that. I just think think it would be nice to be better than okay for once. To not be a living breathing ghost in human flesh.

Robotsatemyhair

Robotsatemyhair

Richmond, VA
March 2004

DEC 29, 2012 07:56 PM

Small steps. You got noticed today. Right?

Oh... and small quirk on here. When you respond to something you should respond on that person's blog. SG tech is kind of old so people only know when you respond if you say something on their current blog. Welcome to 2005!

Stigmata

Stigmata

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

DEC 30, 2012 05:55 AM

You are the first one noticing! That's because they are rocklets (I don't know if they sell them in your place), good observation...
Hahaha you have no idea on how similar I feel sometimes! I just ended realizing that I have two good friends, maybe three (one is my boyfriend), and I have met some pretty awesome people on this site... But normally I can feel super awkward in some situations, and spending my time in solitude some times isn't so bad...

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