It's HOT HOT HOT!!

So I managed to buy back my phone from a Mexican guy who spoke no english(I speak horrible spanish) for $50 in the mission. Lot of good that did me... not like anybody ever calls me back anyway...

Aww fuck, lost my phone right after meeting and gettin the numbers of at least 3 beautiful women today in Delores... just my fucking luck, guess their not making it to my party

Well now that I finally got that shiznit taken care of... I'm here again. Today is today.

So I have now entered into a marriage of sorts.. it's actually pretty cool, I, for the first time ever, am actually sharing a truck! There has already been the ubiquitus bickering over the tune up and the work it needs(we got it for $250 and it's from Minnessotta and therefore held together by rust!), but all in all I highly recomend sharing vehicles... it's just good sense. Of course it helps that we both have moto's and Adrianne also has another car, but in general it's a brilliant concept, especially for trucks as you only truly need it when you need it because it is a truck. Anyway, as much as I miss my old truck... $125 plus another $200 or so to get it drivable sure as hell beats out the $2500-3000 it would take to put a new engine in my Toyota... and it already runs, for now! Shit, for that kind of cash it's practically disposable(which may or may not be the case given that it has over 200,000 miles and in all likelyhood will not pass Smog.

Tax time sucks... and I have the pleasure of having a B-day 2 days after the deadline.. I'm always stressed this time of year(mostly because I'm utterly irresponsible and resentfull enough about taxes that I never get it done until the last day if at all these past few). However, to offset the misery this year, I guess I'm having a party... I suppose it's a b-day party although I hate having to admit it because secretly I'm deeply insecure and issue ridden about b-days as this may truly actually be my FIRST real b-day party ever! I usually just mope about and ignore them. Also, one of my best friends ever has recently moved in to my warehouse space, and so it's also a house warming party for him so that is how I'm able to rationalize the whole affair and not feel like an attention whore. If all goes well, I'll get it together to take care of this tax travesty and then be able to wind down by observing how all of the myriad different types of people I call friends react to each other. This will truly be an interesting scenario, as long as anyone shows up of course.

Yargit Yargit

It's been a long time since I wrote shit down, but down it shall be writ. And I'm a long way from wearing the gown that tumbled under it. If you wish to ride that train, you'll never learn to sit. Cause losing love is easiest when you don't hold on to it.
I've been loosing ever since I slid right in to it... I've been living and I'll never get used to it. I've been saving everything so that I won't forget that I've been living just as fast as I forget.
And every time I see that tarnished crown, I look inside and turn and look around. All efforts lie and swim and learn to drown. Outside the dome that puriescient mound. And if you'll wonder what I've left to crown? That crimson wonder, leaflets underground. Have all the the sisters lost the will, are all the brothers sitting still? Are often challenged overbearing will, And if not having than the older still.


P.S. Fuck you if it's not really a sonnet

New song?

And if you want to feel him
and if you want to feel the

bump bump bump

and if you ever see him
and if you ever see the

bump bump bump

cause it's the season feeling
and it's the season of the

bump bump bump

I know you want to get her
and you'll never forget the

bump bump bump

It's not like that you'll regret her
Snot like that you'll neglect the rump

bump bump bump

I've only to forget her
I've only to neglect the
bump bump bump

A season to neglect her
a Reason to collet the
bump bump bump.

It's such a strange love
It's such a strange love

bump bumpp bump

just a cat in the hat of my life

just a cat in a world of strife
if only I could understand what the demons want tonight

if only I could get to that point when the cat can leave my life
unended.

By it's own means.

Unended

it's not what it seems.

Unended.

living in another dream

unended, waking up is what it seems.

unended.

Unended.

unended living dream.

unended.

unended.

unended living dream.

Unended living dream.

in the world of the scream, unended...

and in a world,
makes nothin gives again,
and in a world, ohh ahhha makes nothin,
says the bend.

And in a world of holy rollers,
theres no sense taking end s

unto the world makes holy rollers
any other friend.

and in a world, of holy rollers taking on amends,
it is a roll of quaters baby that will be your friend

cause if the world don't know it
and you don't show it
don't mean the end

cause in a world of holy rollers it's easy to pretend.

In a life of mediocre living till the end
what do you have,
but holy rollin to take you to the end.

It's as if they brought you up to see the futility
of the friends worth having and the friends worth stabbing
you'll soon see.

Don't beleive the hype don't forget the strife that
many have made their wives.
Don't forget the rubber bands that your husbands
stretch tonight.

It's as if all reason were a tool
just to give you what you seek.

It's as if the heavens opened up to double speak.

Double speak.

Double speak

Double speak.

Double speak.

It's the same damn reason that you are freezin
in a nother world

In another world

In another world you seek.

amoralsystem

Ahh, yeah,