“I will love you until the chances of us running into one another slip from skim to zero, and until your face is fogged by distant memory, and your memory faced by distant fog, and your fog memorized by a distant face, and your distance distanced by the memorized memory of a foggy fog. I will love you no matter where you go and who you see, no matter where you avoid and who you don’t see, and no matter who sees you avoiding where you go. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this, and no matter how I am discovered after what happens to me happens to me as I am discovering this. I will love you if you don’t marry me. I will love you if you marry someone else – your co-star, perhaps, or Y., or even O., or anyone Z. through A., even R. although sadly I believe it will be quite some time before two women can be allowed to marry – and I will love you if you have a child, and I will love you if you have two children, or three children, or even more, although I personally think three is plenty, and I will love you if you never marry at all, and never have children, and spend your years wishing you had married me after all, and I must say that on late, cold nights I prefer this scenario out of all the scenarios I have mentioned. That, Beatrice, is how I will love you even as the world goes on its wicked way.”
— The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket

I haven't been blogging too much here - not a lot to say.
Totaled my car two days ago.
That sucks - I'm okay though.

Longer update later

I've been spending everyday trying to keep busy. I found a wildlife reserve with a few trails so I've been walking them everyday. I got into a minor car accident this week. My exes erratic wife called me six times yesterday and I didn't know what to do so I broke down and went to see an old friend, someone I've been trying to avoid because she always presses me into doing things I don't want to do but also has the most legal advice and knows the most about my stalker. I haven't decided what exactly to do about it but I found myself playing with the kittens more than listening to her anyway. I slept in my car all morning and I'm heading out again soon for some more adventures and exploring.

Chopped up my bangs =]

I'm just really confident sexually, and I think that sort of oozes out of my pores. It's just there. It's something I don't have to turn on. -Megan Fox