Hi Babes
Sorry I havent written for...ages..but lives goes up and down and have been quite messy, both good and bad.
I have started school again after a really long holiday..six weeks, and Im happy to be back..but im not glad about changing my lovely sleeping habits I had during the holiday.. I dont really have time to write anything more interesting right now because I have other really important things to do.. I have to write a mail to my mums best friend (my second mum for me, love her). I havent written to hear for a long time since a lot of stuff happend.. she is from England and one of the moste lovely and wounderfull people in the world...write to you babes soon again!
love
svalah
Sorry I havent written for...ages..but lives goes up and down and have been quite messy, both good and bad.
I have started school again after a really long holiday..six weeks, and Im happy to be back..but im not glad about changing my lovely sleeping habits I had during the holiday.. I dont really have time to write anything more interesting right now because I have other really important things to do.. I have to write a mail to my mums best friend (my second mum for me, love her). I havent written to hear for a long time since a lot of stuff happend.. she is from England and one of the moste lovely and wounderfull people in the world...write to you babes soon again!
love
svalah
I was lying in my bed last night staring
At a ceiling full of stars
When it suddenly hit me
I just have to let you know how I feel
We live together in a photograph of time
I look into your eyes
And the seas open up to me
I tell you I love you
And I always will
Today my honey will come to me, after 9 days apart...I have missed him like crazy! but right now I have to go the bed so I will be able to sleep a little before I need to go up and then out shopping with my mum, to help here find some nice looking clothes for new years eve. Sorry that Is still havnt answered mails and that Im quite much away from here.. it will be better soon..just lots going on good and bad. talk to you soon babes! HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
At a ceiling full of stars
When it suddenly hit me
I just have to let you know how I feel
We live together in a photograph of time
I look into your eyes
And the seas open up to me
I tell you I love you
And I always will
Today my honey will come to me, after 9 days apart...I have missed him like crazy! but right now I have to go the bed so I will be able to sleep a little before I need to go up and then out shopping with my mum, to help here find some nice looking clothes for new years eve. Sorry that Is still havnt answered mails and that Im quite much away from here.. it will be better soon..just lots going on good and bad. talk to you soon babes! HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
Wish you were here...
sorry for no uppdates and no answeres on the e-mails..I have been a busy bee lately.
Celbrated christmas earlie with my bf since were not going to be together at christmas. It was the most amazing day and night I have had in a long time, so much love and happiness.
Right now im in my home town a really small town, and I dont really like it. My mum is out with her work at a christmas dinner and my sister is working..so its just my dad, my sister boyfriend and me here..I feel quite alone since they really like each other and talk a lot with just each other. I want to feel like a welcomme daughter and guest when I come home, but it doesnt feel like that...it really feels like its not my home any more.. I just want a nice christmas holiday here without cleaning and cooking, cant they do that for me? plc...
Im missing my bf a lot, and I wish I could be home with him and just teleport my self to just be here at christmas and then go back again..but now im going to be here from now and until 1jan..at least I get to celebrate new years eve with my bf, since he will come to my home town the 30dec.
I guess thats all from now and I promise to answere your sweet e-mails soon, until then I wish you a merry merry christmas and a happy new year!
sorry for no uppdates and no answeres on the e-mails..I have been a busy bee lately.
Celbrated christmas earlie with my bf since were not going to be together at christmas. It was the most amazing day and night I have had in a long time, so much love and happiness.
Right now im in my home town a really small town, and I dont really like it. My mum is out with her work at a christmas dinner and my sister is working..so its just my dad, my sister boyfriend and me here..I feel quite alone since they really like each other and talk a lot with just each other. I want to feel like a welcomme daughter and guest when I come home, but it doesnt feel like that...it really feels like its not my home any more.. I just want a nice christmas holiday here without cleaning and cooking, cant they do that for me? plc...
Im missing my bf a lot, and I wish I could be home with him and just teleport my self to just be here at christmas and then go back again..but now im going to be here from now and until 1jan..at least I get to celebrate new years eve with my bf, since he will come to my home town the 30dec.
I guess thats all from now and I promise to answere your sweet e-mails soon, until then I wish you a merry merry christmas and a happy new year!
Tonight Im alone in my apartment and I dont like it all. I miss my boyfriend, its cold and im so bored.
Im listening to Johnny cash and trying to write on some of my film ideas. The day have not been good since it started when I feel from the snowy stairs outside my bfs house and the "good" stuff keep on coming, yey!
so thats why Im going to sitt still and hope tomorrow will be a better day.. at least its my first free day from school since my winter holiday started..I should maybe be glad about it, but Im not..
/Svalah
Im listening to Johnny cash and trying to write on some of my film ideas. The day have not been good since it started when I feel from the snowy stairs outside my bfs house and the "good" stuff keep on coming, yey!
so thats why Im going to sitt still and hope tomorrow will be a better day.. at least its my first free day from school since my winter holiday started..I should maybe be glad about it, but Im not../Svalah
Its not a good evening..the two coming days will be hard. I dont want to talk about it just write it down and hope that it will make it better..tell me something fun/nice/lovely happening in your life right now? 
You build on failure. You use it as a stepping stone. Close the door on the past. You don't try to forget the mistakes, but you don't dwell on it. You don't let it have any of your energy, or any of your time, or any of your space.
/svalah
You build on failure. You use it as a stepping stone. Close the door on the past. You don't try to forget the mistakes, but you don't dwell on it. You don't let it have any of your energy, or any of your time, or any of your space.
/svalah
Yesterday I had the most awsome evening at my best friends place with her, her fiance and baby. It was the first time I meet there baby and he was so sweet and I got to hold him a lot. We hade a lovely evening with good food, cookies, coke and lots of funny conversations. It was allso the first time they meet my boyfriend and the got along so well and that makes me so happy..so we are soon going to meet again!
right now my bf is at work and im home at his place alone..Im quite tierd since we were up late yesterday so I think it will be a cuddle day in the bed or soffa. so what are your plans for this weekend?
/ Svalah
right now my bf is at work and im home at his place alone..Im quite tierd since we were up late yesterday so I think it will be a cuddle day in the bed or soffa. so what are your plans for this weekend?
/ Svalah
I truly have the best Boyfriend I could ever have. He is not only my boyfriend he is my best best friend. He is always there for me supporting me, maybe you just think yeah thats how its supposed to be its not that wow or anything..but for me it is since I compare it to my most resent relationship before him, which was nothing like this..
Today we had the most amazing dinner with his grandma, she is so sweet. She told me that it feels like she have known me for a very long time and gave me loads of compliments for the food and how sweet I was. It feels so good that we made a good conection since I care a lot about what his family and relatives think about me..For me family and my closest relatives means the world to me.
school wasnt that good thought.. the groups that are made for this next project is not to jump for yoj for..in my and my bfs group its us and 4 douche bags that I dont now how Im suppose to handle without yelling at a lot..so wish me luck..its going to be a group that me and my bf will work really hard in and the others will take it slow and easy..not okay at all, but what to do when no one else listens? we are going to show the others in the class that were going to be the best anyway..even if it feels like we are under dogs right now lol
this is all from now..having a important day tomorrow with the group..have to brainstorm ideas for the new project to present on friday..(wish me luck)
/Svalah
Today we had the most amazing dinner with his grandma, she is so sweet. She told me that it feels like she have known me for a very long time and gave me loads of compliments for the food and how sweet I was. It feels so good that we made a good conection since I care a lot about what his family and relatives think about me..For me family and my closest relatives means the world to me.
school wasnt that good thought.. the groups that are made for this next project is not to jump for yoj for..in my and my bfs group its us and 4 douche bags that I dont now how Im suppose to handle without yelling at a lot..so wish me luck..its going to be a group that me and my bf will work really hard in and the others will take it slow and easy..not okay at all, but what to do when no one else listens? we are going to show the others in the class that were going to be the best anyway..even if it feels like we are under dogs right now lol
this is all from now..having a important day tomorrow with the group..have to brainstorm ideas for the new project to present on friday..(wish me luck)
/Svalah
Hi babes!
Today is the start of our next big project on my school (Stockholms film school), its exciting but as it is not its problem with forming the groups so me and my bf is going to take to the principal today and we hope to sort it all out (wish us luck). The next project we are going to do is a silent movie, it will be interesting..(fun/good ideas are welcomme). Hopefully we will have time for me to take some headshots on my bf that he can give his family as a christmas gift. The thing im most excited for today is that my bfs grandmother is coming over for dinner...im going to make a three course meal (wish me luck again..but im quite okay with food), for starter bean cheese tortilla, for head meal a mangochutney chicken meal with rise, and for dessert cheesecake. Its the second time I meet his grandma, luckly she seems to really like me (wish I think is really important). Im really longing for getting an tatto..I have one idea I wanted for so long..but first I need to decide if I want it in colour or in black and white and have enough money (money is nothing you have a lot of as student..yepp)..I also have a several other ideas for tattos..and I am really getting addicted to piercings..I have 7 ones right now and I just want more..
yes this i all from now.. so how is your day today? tell me?
Svalah
ps. more photos will hopefully be here soon..
Today is the start of our next big project on my school (Stockholms film school), its exciting but as it is not its problem with forming the groups so me and my bf is going to take to the principal today and we hope to sort it all out (wish us luck). The next project we are going to do is a silent movie, it will be interesting..(fun/good ideas are welcomme). Hopefully we will have time for me to take some headshots on my bf that he can give his family as a christmas gift. The thing im most excited for today is that my bfs grandmother is coming over for dinner...im going to make a three course meal (wish me luck again..but im quite okay with food), for starter bean cheese tortilla, for head meal a mangochutney chicken meal with rise, and for dessert cheesecake. Its the second time I meet his grandma, luckly she seems to really like me (wish I think is really important). Im really longing for getting an tatto..I have one idea I wanted for so long..but first I need to decide if I want it in colour or in black and white and have enough money (money is nothing you have a lot of as student..yepp)..I also have a several other ideas for tattos..and I am really getting addicted to piercings..I have 7 ones right now and I just want more..
yes this i all from now.. so how is your day today? tell me?
Svalah
ps. more photos will hopefully be here soon..
Hi babes!
This weekend my sister is here, and were staying at my boyfriends house. We have been shopping a lot and Ive found a lovely dress at beyond retro, I love that store! Today we have been having some photo shoots that turned out really good, all because of my awsome boyfriend (yepp he is worth all the compliments in the world..and he truly is a really good photographer.) Now its time for food, were making our own pizza and then movie and sweets. what are you doing this weekend?
/svalah
This weekend my sister is here, and were staying at my boyfriends house. We have been shopping a lot and Ive found a lovely dress at beyond retro, I love that store! Today we have been having some photo shoots that turned out really good, all because of my awsome boyfriend (yepp he is worth all the compliments in the world..and he truly is a really good photographer.) Now its time for food, were making our own pizza and then movie and sweets. what are you doing this weekend?
/svalah
Got my shoes today, finally!! Im so excited to start wearing them and complete my outfits...
