SGNL meet was a lot of fun! Really great people and a really nice evening! 



Thank you Kii, tattoo_fatoe, Apelincoln, Evilgasm and the only SG Candee for the wonderful evening! Can't wait to have another meet.
If you want to see my ugliest face visit Evilgasms blog, he sure knows how to capture me
Then some more toys

Carina rules!


My little baby

That's it for now! Keep me posted
Oh and how do I change the hopeful status? 'cause I'm not one anymore



Thank you Kii, tattoo_fatoe, Apelincoln, Evilgasm and the only SG Candee for the wonderful evening! Can't wait to have another meet.
If you want to see my ugliest face visit Evilgasms blog, he sure knows how to capture me
Then some more toys

Carina rules!


My little baby

That's it for now! Keep me posted
Oh and how do I change the hopeful status? 'cause I'm not one anymore
Didn't go to Berlin, but these guys arrived to cheer me up! (at least a little bit, I still cried)


I went home with my mum and dad. They took good care of me and I watched a whole bunch of movies. I really liked the movie Freedom Writers and I'm going to buy the book (when I have the money)
Tuesday the doctor gave me four back exercises, one of them hurts like hell. I have to go back tomorrow. He doesn't think it's some sort of muscle problem, but I'm not quit sure if the idea of a bone/nerve problem is more soothing.
Lotje is losing her teeth.

No more sharp little ones to bit me
Saturday we will have a SGNL meet a my place!
ApeLincoln, Kii, Candee, tattoo_fatoe, Evilgasm, Onani and maybe Skurvee, Glue and Stardust will be there!
We will eat and go to winter wonderland (iceskating & corny Christmas stuff)
Other things I've been thinking about: for now I don't want to be a hopeful anymore.
It's not that I don't want to be a SG anymore. But the whole second change thing really is just a way to get free sets online. I don't think it's fair and I noticed a couple of times that sets that were rejected go up on second change the same week, coincedence!
It has NOTHING to do with the girls that have gone live (they deserved it) and I still like the hopefuls and a lot should go live. But just not me a t the moment.
I do want to do other shoots. So let me know if you want to
xxx
Photos from the persistance tour:



Other 'request photos' will come soon. The last on is for ApeLincoln


I went home with my mum and dad. They took good care of me and I watched a whole bunch of movies. I really liked the movie Freedom Writers and I'm going to buy the book (when I have the money)
Tuesday the doctor gave me four back exercises, one of them hurts like hell. I have to go back tomorrow. He doesn't think it's some sort of muscle problem, but I'm not quit sure if the idea of a bone/nerve problem is more soothing.
Lotje is losing her teeth.

No more sharp little ones to bit me
Saturday we will have a SGNL meet a my place!
ApeLincoln, Kii, Candee, tattoo_fatoe, Evilgasm, Onani and maybe Skurvee, Glue and Stardust will be there!
We will eat and go to winter wonderland (iceskating & corny Christmas stuff)
Other things I've been thinking about: for now I don't want to be a hopeful anymore.
It's not that I don't want to be a SG anymore. But the whole second change thing really is just a way to get free sets online. I don't think it's fair and I noticed a couple of times that sets that were rejected go up on second change the same week, coincedence!
It has NOTHING to do with the girls that have gone live (they deserved it) and I still like the hopefuls and a lot should go live. But just not me a t the moment.
I do want to do other shoots. So let me know if you want to
xxx
Photos from the persistance tour:



Other 'request photos' will come soon. The last on is for ApeLincoln
What would you like to see/ to see me do in a picture? (anything, really anything)
And yes, I'm going to post the pictures too!
And yes, I'm going to post the pictures too!
Okay. Here I am again. I wasn't online for almost two weeks. First I was at my parents place, which was lovely! Me and my mum seem to get along better again. I love her so much and we laughed a lot (even though little Lotje vommited in the car 3 times and farted the whole way) 
Since I wasn't online I had almost two pages of sets to look at!
Some really nice ones there. Which ones where your favorites? Lyxzen her set was awesome
Maarten and I decided to stay and live in this house for 2 more years untill he finishes his master and I'm in my fifth year of internships. So I'm decorating and painting the house now. Want to make it a whole lot more cosy and personal! Shitty thing is I've got no money what so ever.
Then there is the whole back pain story. I've been having the worst pain in my lower back for two months now, my hip is also killing me. Since I didn't want to be a not-tough chick, I didn't go to the doctor until now. He thinks I've a difference in the length of my legs, I think it's a bone-problem, but hé he is a doctor already. So I have to go get neurological tests and some lame-ass treatment. mmmm :/
Sorry for not reacting to blogs so often, I was having a dislike-SG moment
Since I wasn't online I had almost two pages of sets to look at!
Maarten and I decided to stay and live in this house for 2 more years untill he finishes his master and I'm in my fifth year of internships. So I'm decorating and painting the house now. Want to make it a whole lot more cosy and personal! Shitty thing is I've got no money what so ever.
Then there is the whole back pain story. I've been having the worst pain in my lower back for two months now, my hip is also killing me. Since I didn't want to be a not-tough chick, I didn't go to the doctor until now. He thinks I've a difference in the length of my legs, I think it's a bone-problem, but hé he is a doctor already. So I have to go get neurological tests and some lame-ass treatment. mmmm :/
Sorry for not reacting to blogs so often, I was having a dislike-SG moment

My sweetheart (upper right) gave me this sweet gingerbread man (look down) for Sinterklaas (dutch thing where the children get presents which are supposedly thrown down the chimney by a man on a white horse and his helpers who are black from crawling down the chimneys)

iiiiih

I'm actually kind of pissed/fed up with, some sets are just crap and some of the best ones get rejected! And sometimes it's just so much effort for nothing/rejection.
Still, I loved doing the shoots
Note to self: don't drink alcohol/beer anymore. It will not, NOT, make you feel any better. And you are actually not supposed to drink alcohol anyway.
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Last time I'll post these for a while. I definetely think they are worth it going live, all of them! The photography was really nice, I'm totally being me and in the last set I showed more expressions (which was my advice), even I think I look kind of hot (haha) and hell... they are great sets! Too bad they seem to be stuck at the comments they have now.
By the lovely 2dshadowland: House M.D.
Set by sweetie AndreaLavazzarro: SuzyAnn - Mirror
Rockin' set by DiazArri: Breakfast in Amsterdam
Sweet sweet P_mod shot this: Chilling
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And if you want to cheer me up:
Wishlist from Amazon
My (long) weekend in the city called London!
(and I didn't even take a corny picture of the underground sign)
This post is very, very picture heavy and really quit big!
(and I didn't even take a corny picture of the underground sign)
This post is very, very picture heavy and really quit big!
Just copied from my livejournal
It took me hours to upload the pics and write this. soo...
Might I say this was the loveliest weekend ever, Maarten and me laughed a lot and I love him so very much. He's an angel, he makes me smile, and when he's tired he's even sweeter! This weekend made us stronger and more in love


























































