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Wednesday

OCTOBER 10, 2007 @ 12:55 PM

Me before all this shit, really happy

I got the advice not to shut myself off and just talk/vent here. Some of you are really lovely and caring people!

So... my grandfather is still not doing well, he will never be able to live on his own again, he will never walk again. The most positive thinking will only get him in a wheelchair. I was there today and he just kept falling asleep while I was talking to him. It was really sad

As for myself: I'm trying to make the best out of things. I will get better and my life goes on. Tomorrow I'll have another meeting about my scientific study about microcirculation. Also I might make a website on which I'll sell some of my paintings (not sure about this yet). Maarten and I are going to London 9/10/11 november <3

And my tonguepiercing, tunnels, both of my nipple piercing and the dermal anchor in my neck are out for good. I'm done with them. Still got my attitude and vivid imagination though

Thanks for all the sweet words and my apologies for not being that active at the moment

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2Shadowland

Belgium

September 2005

OCT 10, 2007 01:03 PM

Take care of you,

Anjuli

I'm lost

May 2007

OCT 10, 2007 01:40 PM

thanks... my best advice is just to feel what your feeling... all we can do is love each other as much as we can throughout life and ride our own wave of emotions... sending good wishes your way

Bexi

SUICIDEGIRL

Germany

OCT 10, 2007 01:43 PM

is he still in hospital? I am really sorry and of course everybody understands you needed time off, you don�t have to apolozige

ApeLincoln

Netherlands

February 2006

OCT 10, 2007 02:22 PM

No metal anymore?! Ghaha. Well. At least you still have some ink.

Shit dat het nog steeds zo slecht met je opa gaat. Hoe oud is hij eigenlijk? Heeft hij een goed leven achter de rug tot nu toe? Bedenk zowiezo, meis, dat no matter what happens to him, hij zou zeker willen dat jij NIET bij de pakken neer gaat zitten. Toch? *heeeeele dikke knuff*

Oonafae

HOPEFUL

Philadelphia, PA

OCT 10, 2007 04:02 PM

You are allowed to feel and express the emotions you are going through!!! You need to , you can't hold them in!!!! Your still beautiful without the metal

Wolverine43

Toronto, ON

April 2007

OCT 10, 2007 04:39 PM

Sorry to hear your grandfather is not doing well, but yes I agree this seems like a good place to vent I know it has helped me that is for sure take care

RozDoss

I'm lost

September 2006

OCT 10, 2007 05:09 PM

i wish you the best for the future, I really hope you and your granfather will be able to cope with everything.
love...

P_mod

France

December 2005

OCT 11, 2007 08:04 AM

yep all is okay, quite busy but I guess I'm a work addict
I opened my photography company, it's weird to begin your month and don't know how much you'll finish it, but for the moment I don't have to complain

I hope you feel better now, I saw again your set yesterday, I feel sad it doesn't work, but I still love it
Some news from your 3th set?

Anjuli

I'm lost

May 2007

OCT 11, 2007 09:36 AM

i forgot to pass this on... thought it might make you smile... i watched it like 80 times and still laughed
http://www.smwa.net/downloads/funny/rake_bush4.swf

Cianuro

SUICIDEGIRL

I'm lost

OCT 11, 2007 09:51 AM

cause he left me !! those are his hands.. and my hand

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