I need to start playing music again... I feel it rushing through my blood stream... Maybe its just a bug up my ass... No, I need to play. 
It's 1:13 AM now, my girlfriend just let me go. She says she cares but she needs her time to herself. I cried like a baby. I still am, for all I have in my surroundings is her. She says she is still going to be my companion, but as a friend. Everything sucks. Something inside of me died today. Big change coming to my lifestyle, I hate change.
It is 11:28 sunday. I keep updating this one because it all feels like one long day. I just got together with some guys and we're going to start a grindcore band. Fun! I get to play again. Can't wait. I hope all goes well. Keep my mind off of shit. How has this weekend been for all of you fine folk?
Its Monday, the long day continues. A guy just chased me down about 6 miles on the turnpike and pointed a gun at me while driving just because I slowed down at a toll booth and slowed down more while he was on my ass.
It's 1:13 AM now, my girlfriend just let me go. She says she cares but she needs her time to herself. I cried like a baby. I still am, for all I have in my surroundings is her. She says she is still going to be my companion, but as a friend. Everything sucks. Something inside of me died today. Big change coming to my lifestyle, I hate change.
It is 11:28 sunday. I keep updating this one because it all feels like one long day. I just got together with some guys and we're going to start a grindcore band. Fun! I get to play again. Can't wait. I hope all goes well. Keep my mind off of shit. How has this weekend been for all of you fine folk?
Its Monday, the long day continues. A guy just chased me down about 6 miles on the turnpike and pointed a gun at me while driving just because I slowed down at a toll booth and slowed down more while he was on my ass.
SEP 13, 2003 03:03 PM
SEP 14, 2003 03:08 PM
SEP 15, 2003 09:50 PM
I'm sorry about the breakup 
That's very hard, especially if you've been together a while. :::sends you a ton of hugs:::
you can email me if you need to talk.....or I have msn, same name.
My weekend was okay, it was movie frenzy!
