Experimentation in Boredom, Vol. 1
I'm writing this journal update from my blackberry. I mention this for several reasons: first, to make you jealous that I do, in fact, have a blackberry. I am important, see. Mostly, I mention this because my typing proficiency on this is roughly 1/10th of what it is on a normal keyboard. I expect you all to not only acknowledge the herculean effort I am making here to keep you, the reader, entertained and informed, but also to reward it. Preferably with sandwiches, beer or breasts. Your choice.
Anyway, life is in a bit of flux for me right now. My job drags on interminably. I am at the point where today I wondered for a good three hours whether I had ever been this bored doing anything in my life, ever. I concluded I hadn't, and strangely enough that thought was comforting.
Meanwhile, my roommate recently told me he was moving out once he found a place, which could take days or months. Actually, as I write this, he just texted me to say he found one. (Thanks again, blackberry!) So yeah. I either need a new roommate or will be paying for the place by myself from now on. Joy.
Meanwhile MEANWHILE, I'm still having a hard time missing the ladyfriend and I don't know when she will get here. Its something we are doing our best to deal with, but its been more stressful than I think either of us anticipated. Not unbearable, just tough.
In short, I'm tired. Tired of waiting for things to "work out". For that next stage of things to happen. For me to get on with my life as I want to live it. At the same time, I'm mature enough to know that life is a long series of these transitory periods. They'll never really end until they end.
So that's kind of it. Things are fine, really. Just they are as they are.
Le sigh.
I'm writing this journal update from my blackberry. I mention this for several reasons: first, to make you jealous that I do, in fact, have a blackberry. I am important, see. Mostly, I mention this because my typing proficiency on this is roughly 1/10th of what it is on a normal keyboard. I expect you all to not only acknowledge the herculean effort I am making here to keep you, the reader, entertained and informed, but also to reward it. Preferably with sandwiches, beer or breasts. Your choice.
Anyway, life is in a bit of flux for me right now. My job drags on interminably. I am at the point where today I wondered for a good three hours whether I had ever been this bored doing anything in my life, ever. I concluded I hadn't, and strangely enough that thought was comforting.
Meanwhile, my roommate recently told me he was moving out once he found a place, which could take days or months. Actually, as I write this, he just texted me to say he found one. (Thanks again, blackberry!) So yeah. I either need a new roommate or will be paying for the place by myself from now on. Joy.
Meanwhile MEANWHILE, I'm still having a hard time missing the ladyfriend and I don't know when she will get here. Its something we are doing our best to deal with, but its been more stressful than I think either of us anticipated. Not unbearable, just tough.
In short, I'm tired. Tired of waiting for things to "work out". For that next stage of things to happen. For me to get on with my life as I want to live it. At the same time, I'm mature enough to know that life is a long series of these transitory periods. They'll never really end until they end.
So that's kind of it. Things are fine, really. Just they are as they are.
Le sigh.
JULY 2008
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