I have but it has been a long time since I have felt that way about someone. I think I find it a bit unnerving now to let someone have that kind of affect over me.

No. But I' m not sure at all that that is a sign that I am better adjusted than you...

My 2 oldest female friends live in Seattle and Austin, TX. I have known them both for 28 years. I miss them so much it does hurt sometimes...

Why do you hate yourself?

I absolutely have.

Nope. I would stop missing at that point.

Been thinking about this. Sometimes deep bonds form between two good people but life situations get in the way versus a dwindling of affection. It's tough being the odd man out in that sort of scenario because, if nothing else, you miss the special friendship. I really hope that the good changes you deserve happen for you soon. All the best to you, Strega.

I love a challenge.

But seriously, I would never wish pain for you. Sympathies over the current hurt.

It was just a quick work visit, but I did get to wander around a bit at night. Lots of cool bars. And naked ladies. And rain.

Just call me Boris.

Feeling better?

Interesting interesting. The jury is out on good.

I am sorry to hear that and hope things turn around for you. I tend to miss experiences and places more than individual humans, oddly enough.