I was on holidays this week, and I spent most of the time looking at photos on the nternet. I need to say that I'm completely obsessed with: Daikichi Amano, Diane Arbus, Nobuyoshi Araki, Ryan McGinley, Francesca Woodman, Tina Modotti, Ouka Leele. I'll show you some of the pics:

And... the past day 10th was our bday... 8 years together... yeah! we made a nice party on saturday with our lovely friends... to celebrate... that love exists!

I'm back! I want to sayThanks to Lavezzaro for reactivating my account!

My life is changing a lot these days, do you know something about fractals? when you look something closer and closer, this grows up, and grows up, and it can grow up forever...Energy flows where atention goes.


Mandelbrot Set

I have a nice temporary job, just for 15 days and I'll start in a new cool spanish restaurant after these 15 days. I have also some personal projects, like working as a touristic guide or my new blog, more focused on BDSM.

Como una matrioska (only in spanish, sorry!)

I lived also two very intense weeks last month, with two very lovely friends from Gran Canaria. It was really fantastic.

So, when you start to see love and peace arround you, you just can't get enough.




And, this is my new look. No more pink hair...

I don't have too much time this days, i'll start to work the next week so I'm enjoing my last days of holidays! I'm spending my time reading, drawing and trying to learn more about make up!
Here some pics!







I'll go to sleep, what do you think about my new hair? and the make up? it's my first time doing something original!

Anyway, I'm completly in love with this sets! check it and give some love!

Spunkie - healthy appetite

July - Nude Palette

Creide - Chamber of crafts

Candee - Saint and Sinner

Liu - Have some pie

Prussia - Dark Side

Galda - Redeemer

Squeak - Transmogrification

too much to say and not too much time... but i'll try. Ok, this week i was working in a hotel, as a zimmermädchen. I worked 4 days... the last day the boss told me something like this: "for 4 days working here, your work is shit" I feel like shit listening this... you know... i worked hard doing a shit job, just because i need the money... and she told me this, just because the mirror was not so perfect clean... I just can think that this kind of person is a fucking retarded with a lot of selfesteem problems... ok I can think a lot of things more, but i don't know how to say all this things in english... anyway, i don't know what can I do... because I don't know if they will pay me this days of work... and i don't want to see this fucking retarded anymore... but i need this money... argh!

Anyway, this morning i woke up early... maybe is not so early 12pm... but for me it's ok... I cleaned all the kitchen and I shifted some furniture, I want to put a table in the kitchen because in october a friend of mine will come to live to my house, i'll rent the room that now we use just for eat...

And when i finished my cleaning time, my b/f cut my hair... yes! at first i was a little bit afraid, because he never did it before... but i really like my new hair!! I'll show you!!



anyway, tomorrow I have a new job interview, i hope will be better... looks good, for a catering company who works in berlin, and they speak english...

And now... i'll go to sleep a few hours before travel to spandau to say in my pathetic german something like: "hallo frau wolta, ich möchte nicht here arbeiten, aber ich möchte die lohn fur die arbeiten tages"
so if some nice german people knows a better way to say this... i would be so gratefull!

Hi!
So, today was a good day. Ok, first i had a job interview, and maybe the work is not the best work that I can have... but they pay really good. Tomorrow i'll have the "test day" and we will see. If I can work there maybe i can save some money... and perhaps study something here for work as a teacher. And maybe buy new lents for my camera... this will be really cool.

Anyway, today was a rainy day, but we went to another abandoned hospital ... was really nice, because was improvised. The place was fantastic, and I took some pics that i really love. I will show you:









I Really love the first one... I think represents how I see the reallity sometimes... I can see the light, but it's so dificult for me to arrive there. Anyway, I know I create my own reality, so ... maybe the glasses can be not so real.

After this we went to a lake near the hospital... was really nice because the weather was so good in those moment... (yes, berlin has crazy weather!) and i dediced maybe was a good idea swim a little bit in the lake... and... the family of swan thought the same... so... we swim together... was really nice!!!

Hallo!

First, Congrats to my sweet Dennie because she is Pink now!!! yeah! give her much love!

Now, So... much time without posting here! I was in holydays in Barcelona for 10 days and now finally i'm back to Berlin. My live changed a lot the last month, and I feel very Happy now, because finally I have some projects and I know really what i want to do. After 5 years working in the kitchen as a cook or pastrycook, I feel it's time for make a break... yes... I'm pretty sure about this... And, I have a lot of illusion and energy for work again with children. At first I felt a little bit of fear, because: How can I work with children if I don't speak german? shit!!! But, now I know that here exists some bilingual kindergarten, so, the children have teachers from germany and from spain! This is fantastic! I send some curriculums, and yesterday somebody called me!!! Yeah, thursday I have an Interview for work as a spanish teacher with little children! I'm very very happy!!!

Anyway, I have a lot of freetime this days and I'm doing some crafts... I feel really good when I put some music and I spend my time doing something like this:

my first brooch:



something for the hair:





and that's all... well a part of this adictive link... I can't stop to see this website... arf!!!!



Be careful, Phreeque Show it's adictive!

Hi!! During this days i'm spending my time with july. She is so nice and we spend the time speaking a lot, sawing films or in a BBQ. I will miss her when she will be in India!!

This days we saw a lot of films, 2 german films: The edukators and Good bye Lenin (oh my god, Daniel Brühl really turns me on!) And yesterday finally we saw Star Trek XI... Ok ... what can I say about this film? It's very nice see Spok with 10 years or a cool teenager Kirk driving fucking fast a car... but... what about all this bombs? I can't underestand this... Too much action for me... I think Star Trek is very much things a part of bombs and extra colours.

Anyway, I think that today we will meet Lavezzaro and we will take some pics and drink some champagne... will be nice!

So, now it's time to work... But I will put some pics first...

that's july and me in a bar.



sweet boys trying to make a bbq



waiting for food!

hallo hallo!

So... a lot of days without news... but a lot of things happens in my live since my last post!! first i've changed my job, and now I'm much better, and they are professionals and pay me everyday...

I was in Barcelona, for 6 days, was a beautiful week, I come here with much love... I can see all the important people that i miss a lot, and they were so nice with me! And I'm very happy, because some of them wants to come to Berlin this summer...

In the other hand, i meet some new friends here, they are so nice too, and they love make excursions to abandoned places... so, this is fucking perfect!!! we know the beelitz hospital, the NSA buildings, and I found an abandoned discotheque and another complex of buildings, some of them are hospitals... in the north-east of Berlin... wow, will be a perfect spring-summer!

So, I give you this little present, my b/f take this pic of me... it's strange for me, see me without my fringe! hahaha

lovely days! Fantastic holidays with so much free time in parks and lazing in the sofa... And coffees with friends... I love this!

that's me with my tea in my second day of fasting... yeah! we were fasting for 2 days to clean our digestive tract... here just drinking camomile tea!


And now, alexandra and me making stupid things with the camera!


I visited treptower park (a very big park in the middle of Berlin) and Planterwald another park in wich there is an abandoned theme park! Of course, anitaleoparda and me jumped and entered inside the park for shooting some pics... it was fantastic... all the old attraction, strange empty houses... wow, it was really cool! Here you have some pics from this place:

BTW, I'm very happy because finally i was accepted in Model Mayhem, oh yeah! you can find me
here ! Oh yeah!

Oh... I don't have pics from yesterday, but we made a supercool supper, with Anitaleoparda her boyfriend and lavezzaro! they are so lovely and the night was really cool! I cooked vegetarian lasagna and salmon a la papillot. yummy!


And finally i want to say... I miss Denie!! I hope you can come again to berlin soon!! Pay attention to her pics... the next set will be really really lovely and sexy! i know!!

Hello to everybody!

First of all, I need to say this: LAURENT GARNIER IS GOD! I don't have words to describe the last night... I just can say one thing... if you have the chance to see Laurent Garnier playing live... DO IT! It was amazing sawing one of the bests electronic music with a saxophonist, a guitarrist and 2 more musicians, playing together... and what can I say about the music? Electro, Techno, Rock, Dub, Drum'n,Bass... I just know that I couldn't stop dancing!

By the way, How are you? I'm very happy because this weekend i have a workshop working as a model for a painter, who works teaching in diferent schools... I love to do this works, because it's fantastic seeing how the people can see your body and how they paint it.

I also have time for doing other things, including new sets! Yeah! This is a preview... Hope you like it!!! Thanks a lot for your comments, all of you are very nice!