You know what I want for Christmas, more than anything? I want people to quit asking me how I am doing, I am getting divorced, it isn't the end of the world. I AM OK!!! I swear I am, I am not lying to you or suppressing my emotions, I am not in denial, I am not trying to convince myself that I am OK, I AM FUCKING OK. As a matter of fact, I am doing quite well, and I haven't been this happy in 2 years. I moved out of "our" house 2 months ago and I haven't looked back, or felt sad. She asked me to come back home, and I told her no, what more do I need to do? Believe it or not, I am not going to jump off a bridge over this, I am not going to become an alcoholic over this, I am, however, going to be happier over this. So, everyone, if you read this, I really am OK. I don't lay in bed at night crying. I was married to someone who loved the idea of god more than me, I was married to someone that became a different person the day after we got married, I was married to someone who met someone else, got dumped, and wanted me back. Mom, Dad, Aunts, Uncles, friends I AM OK, in fact, I am better than OK. OK?