Been very busy, everyones birthday is this month. EVERYONE.

Saw Smashing Pumpkins and Metallica.













Got a new tattoo

There is no reason for me to not be happy,
that is why I haven't posted here for ages.

this is why its all just fine.















Oh and I love my new Motorbike.

And Brute (artist for all KMFDM CD covers) is in the process of drawing tattoo art for me.

well I feel extremely lonely and have no desire to socialise. Main reason for not wanting to socialise is that I have forgotten how to talk to people.

The highlight of my Saturday night was to get a text message from MissMinda while I was watching Sponge bob with my 4 year old son because he had a nightmare.

I went to sound wave that was really good, although was a bit dissapointed with faith no more.

heres some pics I took anyway.


EAGLES OF DEATH METAL


PLACEBO


AFI


AFI Action


JANES ADDICTION

.........

I think I need medication.

I'm going to sell my house and go on a holiday.

should be able to enjoy myself with $200,000.

Well one last Blog for 2009.

Christmas was pleasant and the money has been flowing in from the tax department so we are living it up a little.

Love life is amazing.

Kids are a handful but adorable in there own unique way.

would love some new bands to listen to for 2010, anyone have any suggestions.

hope all of you beautiful people have a great new year and hope to make it to a SGAU meet up some time in 2010.

Open relationship update.

still in it, have no interest in any other women at this stage, Well none that want me anyway.

My wife seems to be done with her thing as well.

My friend died today from Cancer he was only 37.

How fucked is that? he hadn't told anyone not even his fiance.

I will miss him and I am not enjoying helping his family call people.

On a brighter note, Karen and I are doing really well.

love never felt so good.

had a fancy dress party to go to and my friend and I went as some sort of emo mimes.

we just wanted to wear make up and tights.

I have not got a lot to update except I love my wife so much for her support and nurturing me through a very emotionally unstable time.

I have had my doubts and my fears and my mistrust issues but the hardest one has been my self worth issues.

Karen loves me i can see that now.

Also thank you to the people here that have supported me and made me feel I can make friends still.

Much appreciated and hope the friendships can blossom.

man I am such an emo these days.