i sit here nine inches deep
hair twisted underneth the sheets
still no one gives a fuck
i shed a lustful tear
this isnt how the commerical said it would go...
i hate this
ripped up snot nose bliss
who knew you'd be knocking at my back door
wanting me to put on a show
in this get up
rotten housewife slut gear
go figure you sense of sunday afternoon.
hair twisted underneth the sheets
still no one gives a fuck
i shed a lustful tear
this isnt how the commerical said it would go...
i hate this
ripped up snot nose bliss
who knew you'd be knocking at my back door
wanting me to put on a show
in this get up
rotten housewife slut gear
go figure you sense of sunday afternoon.
i just have to share this joke with you wonderful people you...What does Michael Jackson and cavar have in common????
they both like to cum on liitle white crackers...
just have to write it down,,
sorry i havent been on lately...i have stupid dial up and it well is so slow...and i have A.D.D. so while im painfully waiting on something to load up something somewhat good comes on tv and i get distracted. then i just plain forget all about it... nothing personal. i just have no life and no real personal contact while at home...at work i have to be all smiles and southerness.
i went to PA this last weekend it was COLD. i froze my ass off....*sigh* i wish...but yeah i really liked being up north...they dont have that whole being nice cus thats what you been told to do thing going on for them. i saw lake erie...its like the ocean...really freaking kool. the mall there is in the shape of a gun...like a handgun...it was so kool. i ate my weight in chicken wings...they are so good...they have like 100 resturants that serve them there...and they all have like 50 favors... just too kool. went to zoo boo...saw 1,000 little kids dressed up in their costumes..all the animals out at night. never gone to a zoo at night before...
thats about it folks...some exciting weekend.....if anyone needs a friend im free...and ill try to check my messages more oftern.....to all of my friends that write me you know i love you...im just shitty about writing back....oh well i got big boobs...its a trade off....
later gators
HAPPY HALLOWEEN
im horny as all get out.......
if anyone would like to apply for helping me out with my problem please let me know.
ive eaten alot of cheese today could that be why??
here's the real question for all you dreamers...is there a hole in the cheerio or a cheerio in the hole??
wow profound. huh???
if anyone would like to apply for helping me out with my problem please let me know.
ive eaten alot of cheese today could that be why??
here's the real question for all you dreamers...is there a hole in the cheerio or a cheerio in the hole??
wow profound. huh???
ok so ive given up the idea of ruling the planet..too many things to organize and plan. not how i want to spend my weekends...im sorry you just have to understand. other the losing the fight on true world overrule..im planning a vacation to flordia this month..everything is paided for so i know that im actually going to go. so that rocks. i think being in my home state doing the things i like to do rather then just sitting here in virgina will be a major good thing.
im getting really addicted to the show on tlc...what not to wear...i love that show...id love to just come up tp people and go no no you cant wear that sorry. then make them over. that would rock...how do you get that job???
im getting happier about the fact that im never going to grow up and do anything with my life. its ok. as long as my outfit looks good im ok. thats what life is all about.
i hope everyone else is ok..i know i havent been on here alot...if anyone wants to email me is starrbee0307@aol.com.... id love for you too!!!
later gators
im getting really addicted to the show on tlc...what not to wear...i love that show...id love to just come up tp people and go no no you cant wear that sorry. then make them over. that would rock...how do you get that job???
im getting happier about the fact that im never going to grow up and do anything with my life. its ok. as long as my outfit looks good im ok. thats what life is all about.
i hope everyone else is ok..i know i havent been on here alot...if anyone wants to email me is starrbee0307@aol.com.... id love for you too!!!
later gators
so yeah i sorta just dropped off the face of the planet for a bit...
it was cold out there too...
but im back now for the most part...trying my best to get through life without having to do a whole hell of a lot...
i guess when i die on my tombstone just put..here lies starr she was really good a doing nothing.
we all have are powers right?
so other then doing nothing..and reading..and working a bit at the pizza place that i call a second home..the owners there love me..why im not too sure.but they do.. ive been trying to come up with a swell plan to take over the world. if anyone owns a death ray please drop me a line..it would be helpful.
i keep waking up at night from dreams where im getting chased by killer puppies...is that odd.
i also look at other people and wonder what it would be like to sleep with them..then i get werided out by it.
im sure i could get on meds but why bother? really...maybe its perfectly normal to think this way...
i dont have alot of friends really..my old best friend hasnt talked to me in ages..so i guess im dead to her..she's moved on and ive really stopped trying. i could be friends with the people i work with but they are all teeny poppers and the only thing i can do i buy them liquior. swell. i dont feel 24. it totally blows. i want to do something..i just dont know what.
forget it about it.
well my stoney faced friends it was nice babbling to you...maybe one of you will write back . that would be swell as well.
hopefully next time i write ill really have something to say!!!!
it was cold out there too...
but im back now for the most part...trying my best to get through life without having to do a whole hell of a lot...
i guess when i die on my tombstone just put..here lies starr she was really good a doing nothing.
we all have are powers right?
so other then doing nothing..and reading..and working a bit at the pizza place that i call a second home..the owners there love me..why im not too sure.but they do.. ive been trying to come up with a swell plan to take over the world. if anyone owns a death ray please drop me a line..it would be helpful.
i keep waking up at night from dreams where im getting chased by killer puppies...is that odd.
i also look at other people and wonder what it would be like to sleep with them..then i get werided out by it.
im sure i could get on meds but why bother? really...maybe its perfectly normal to think this way...
i dont have alot of friends really..my old best friend hasnt talked to me in ages..so i guess im dead to her..she's moved on and ive really stopped trying. i could be friends with the people i work with but they are all teeny poppers and the only thing i can do i buy them liquior. swell. i dont feel 24. it totally blows. i want to do something..i just dont know what.
forget it about it.
well my stoney faced friends it was nice babbling to you...maybe one of you will write back . that would be swell as well.
hopefully next time i write ill really have something to say!!!!
a friend in need is a friend in deed
a friend with weed is better
a friend with breasts and all the rest
a friend who's dressed in leather...
pure morning....fuck what do i know...the only think i really wish was true is that i could be an x-men...with so really kick ass power...oh yeah...im a real geek ....but im a dreamer...i really hope im not the only one...
a friend with weed is better
a friend with breasts and all the rest
a friend who's dressed in leather...
pure morning....fuck what do i know...the only think i really wish was true is that i could be an x-men...with so really kick ass power...oh yeah...im a real geek ....but im a dreamer...i really hope im not the only one...
Rabble Rabble Bitch Bitch...
yeah im still alive sort of kinda...maybe...if you are really lucky...
to keep me alive start clapping like you had to when you where a kid and watched peter pan for the first time...so get to it bitches....
my spark is wearing thin....
yeah im still alive sort of kinda...maybe...if you are really lucky...
to keep me alive start clapping like you had to when you where a kid and watched peter pan for the first time...so get to it bitches....
my spark is wearing thin....
here's a list of things i actually love:
homemade mac and cheese,
saying i love you and meaning it,
being proud of yourself,
people that are comfortable with themselves,
SG!!!,
really loud thunderstorms,
flordia,
waking up to the smell of pancakes being made,
thrift stores,
content children,
pretending to be someone else,
all animals,
collecting random shit...so much that none of my decor makes any sense,
kisses both human and puppy,
cooking,
more cooking and never having to wash anything...awww,
beer,
losing weight and not trying too,
my ipod,
hot sand under my bare feet,
sleeping at my parents house and feeling really safe again,
my three cats...
Gizmo
Nemo
and Elmo
the fact that i am totally turning into a old cat lady..,
cheese,
the smell that skin gets when youve been in the sun,
getting tattooed,
feeling pretty,
being silly,
people that can actually drive an automobile..congrats,
calling someone on their shit,
brownies...oh yeah,
taking a walk,
my waterbed,
dinky coffee shops,
she-ra,
swimming underwater like a mermaid.
there is more but there is food that i need to eat...everyone says im not eating enough...and they are right really...i like my list...good old reflection and shit...
homemade mac and cheese,
saying i love you and meaning it,
being proud of yourself,
people that are comfortable with themselves,
SG!!!,
really loud thunderstorms,
flordia,
waking up to the smell of pancakes being made,
thrift stores,
content children,
pretending to be someone else,
all animals,
collecting random shit...so much that none of my decor makes any sense,
kisses both human and puppy,
cooking,
more cooking and never having to wash anything...awww,
beer,
losing weight and not trying too,
my ipod,
hot sand under my bare feet,
sleeping at my parents house and feeling really safe again,
my three cats...
Gizmo
Nemo
and Elmo
the fact that i am totally turning into a old cat lady..,
cheese,
the smell that skin gets when youve been in the sun,
getting tattooed,
feeling pretty,
being silly,
people that can actually drive an automobile..congrats,
calling someone on their shit,
brownies...oh yeah,
taking a walk,
my waterbed,
dinky coffee shops,
she-ra,
swimming underwater like a mermaid.
there is more but there is food that i need to eat...everyone says im not eating enough...and they are right really...i like my list...good old reflection and shit...
heres a list of things i HATE:
normal stupid asshole people,blue cheese,old bathroom smell,wedgies,needing to pick your nose,nowhere to go,work,people using wisdom agaisnt me,laziness,money,a.d.d. , teeny popper music,being up before noon, bad drivers,not knowing what you want to eat but being really really hungry, the mall,the color pink,the fact that you can only purchase girl scout cookies once a year, when puppies grow up,talking to people you cant stand but being forced to be nice to then cus you think you should be but all the time you wish you could just kill them,walmart.
the list is alot bigger...im just in a things i hate sort of mood...11 hours of listening to hillary duff will do things to a person that i think in some random country is considered torture. damn the mall...damn people for thinking that having all the stores a person could possible want to buy from in one keen location was a great fucking idea...that person or group of jackasses should be run over. i made my peace...
normal stupid asshole people,blue cheese,old bathroom smell,wedgies,needing to pick your nose,nowhere to go,work,people using wisdom agaisnt me,laziness,money,a.d.d. , teeny popper music,being up before noon, bad drivers,not knowing what you want to eat but being really really hungry, the mall,the color pink,the fact that you can only purchase girl scout cookies once a year, when puppies grow up,talking to people you cant stand but being forced to be nice to then cus you think you should be but all the time you wish you could just kill them,walmart.
the list is alot bigger...im just in a things i hate sort of mood...11 hours of listening to hillary duff will do things to a person that i think in some random country is considered torture. damn the mall...damn people for thinking that having all the stores a person could possible want to buy from in one keen location was a great fucking idea...that person or group of jackasses should be run over. i made my peace...
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