Hey- just a quick note... i had a rad photo shoot thingie today for a calendar & a banner for our local tattoo shop. Me and my bf got to do some really awesome poses together.... just cute intimate poses (clothed nothing dirty lol) but i cant wait to see the results! It's so cute cos we're sorta known as our town's "cute couple" lol.
I looked sorta like this:


redder lips tho.....and a cute black shirt with a ruffle on the bussom.
yay!

I looked sorta like this:

redder lips tho.....and a cute black shirt with a ruffle on the bussom.
Hi guys! Just wanted to say my cold is a bit better, its mostly just my nose i think its allergies or something.
But i am doing well and feeling really great about things lately. Despite it getting hotter (which i hate haha) i have been going out more and thinking better, more positive thoughts
I went out today and sat under a big old tree and read my book.
Things like that make me feel alive.


So i'd say my new med is helping...and also the effort i am putting into being a happier person who will not allow myself to crumble...it just simply isn't any option anymore. Gone. removed from my life. If i start to sway from the positive and the loving myself.... i will replace it with something happy and beneficial...something DIFFERENT.
The clock keeps on ticking.....life is to be enjoyed!




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But i am doing well and feeling really great about things lately. Despite it getting hotter (which i hate haha) i have been going out more and thinking better, more positive thoughts
I went out today and sat under a big old tree and read my book.
Things like that make me feel alive.

So i'd say my new med is helping...and also the effort i am putting into being a happier person who will not allow myself to crumble...it just simply isn't any option anymore. Gone. removed from my life. If i start to sway from the positive and the loving myself.... i will replace it with something happy and beneficial...something DIFFERENT.
The clock keeps on ticking.....life is to be enjoyed!


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Hello loves x
just a quick hello!
whats new with me? not a whole lot... just the usual but i needed a new blog
I got some new sunglasses today, i need to take pics with them. they wont be lovely cos im in horrible menstrual pain so this is what u get. lol




ummm.... i am adjusted to my new med and i like it, so im happy about that!
Working on some new art, which im close to being done with....
Going to watch a film tonight with the boy..called "the sitter" something funny i think.
So weird, i keep waking up at 3am every night... the spooky time of night... odd!
Maybe some more pics?


my bf got me roses, he does this allllll the time for no reason... im such a lucky gal <3


having fun with my niece, hahahaaha ^ i love her.





Until next time.......... xxxxxx !
just a quick hello!
whats new with me? not a whole lot... just the usual but i needed a new blog


ummm.... i am adjusted to my new med and i like it, so im happy about that!
Working on some new art, which im close to being done with....
Going to watch a film tonight with the boy..called "the sitter" something funny i think.
So weird, i keep waking up at 3am every night... the spooky time of night... odd!
Maybe some more pics?

my bf got me roses, he does this allllll the time for no reason... im such a lucky gal <3

having fun with my niece, hahahaaha ^ i love her.


Until next time.......... xxxxxx !
hey lovlies....
how are you??
This past week has been kinda a blur for me. it rained all week so i felt like crap on top of having some weird cold....and adjusting to this new med effexor.. I saw my doc last wednesday about it and i felt better so i was really happy....she even noticed me being a bit more 'up' than usual...... then today my stomach hurts again, lots of gas and very painful but apparently there are tons of weird colds going around here.... so this bites big time. ughhhhhh
I need to do some more art, been kinda out of the loop of that but i need to order some more paper & some new pens. If anyone has any art materials they'd like to sell for a good price let me know. i mostly use pencils,pens, thick paper....
*eats more tums & drinks ginger ale*
man i am a fart machine.......bahahhaa not funny at all though
Last night i had some vegan pizza i made. it was super yum. Pepper Jack Daiya cheese & italian sausage tofurkey on it. We didnt have much food for a week so getting food last night was awesome haha. Makes you realize how spoiled we all really are... im lucky i can even be vegan..that is a choice.
Haven't been able to find much on netflix lately... it kinda blows finding good films on there. I have already watched all the good tv series... Shin chan/bobs burgers/archer/ugly americans/trailer park boys/family guy and all those. meh
Pics?




lol hk hand soap had to have it! ^^^








I can kiss myself
lol


So yeah not a whole lot to report. Thanks to everyone that's been there for me lately though.... i loves u... you know who you are
<3


how are you??
This past week has been kinda a blur for me. it rained all week so i felt like crap on top of having some weird cold....and adjusting to this new med effexor.. I saw my doc last wednesday about it and i felt better so i was really happy....she even noticed me being a bit more 'up' than usual...... then today my stomach hurts again, lots of gas and very painful but apparently there are tons of weird colds going around here.... so this bites big time. ughhhhhh
I need to do some more art, been kinda out of the loop of that but i need to order some more paper & some new pens. If anyone has any art materials they'd like to sell for a good price let me know. i mostly use pencils,pens, thick paper....
*eats more tums & drinks ginger ale*
man i am a fart machine.......bahahhaa not funny at all though
Last night i had some vegan pizza i made. it was super yum. Pepper Jack Daiya cheese & italian sausage tofurkey on it. We didnt have much food for a week so getting food last night was awesome haha. Makes you realize how spoiled we all really are... im lucky i can even be vegan..that is a choice.
Haven't been able to find much on netflix lately... it kinda blows finding good films on there. I have already watched all the good tv series... Shin chan/bobs burgers/archer/ugly americans/trailer park boys/family guy and all those. meh
Pics?


lol hk hand soap had to have it! ^^^




I can kiss myself

So yeah not a whole lot to report. Thanks to everyone that's been there for me lately though.... i loves u... you know who you are

things are good
had a doc appt today and we are eliminating prozac and staying with the effexor (and the klonopin) its starting to help and im so happy
i'll make a real post here this week soon. and get back to anyone who has messages me <3
love love love!

had a doc appt today and we are eliminating prozac and staying with the effexor (and the klonopin) its starting to help and im so happy
i'll make a real post here this week soon. and get back to anyone who has messages me <3
love love love!
I wish i knew if i am sick, just having weird side effects to my new med (effexor xr) or what the heck? grrrrrr.
Anyway that's really all i have to say lol. oh, yeah i finished a new drawing. want to see?



Anyway that's really all i have to say lol. oh, yeah i finished a new drawing. want to see?

feeling better today 

extra speacial thank you and hugs go out to DAorBY
More to talk of soon-
xxstar

extra speacial thank you and hugs go out to DAorBY
More to talk of soon-
xxstar


