my new apartment is heaven. i love it here.

im falling in love with the same boy all over, and its scary and exciting at the same time. im finishing uni and job hunting and so much is happening.

tried to cut my bangs but fucked up and its too short and i hate it. hmm. taken all my extensions out for the time being. breather.



i want to get snake bite peircings and wear little ball ring thingamies instead of hoop rings. im thinking of getting the my little pony starbow's rainbow symbol tattooed on my hip. plans plans plans!

i move in to my new apartment next saturday wooo woo!!! im so excited. its so cute. this little one bedroom slice of freedom in the middle of darlinghurst.

so my housewarming party is going to be a belated halloween costume party too. which is a little bit of a problem bc i can only really fit about 10ish people in the flat comfortably. oh well.

my best friend wants to dress up matching, in some slutty getup. but i have no money and just want to wear my black corset with my black tutu, som e thigh high fishnets with suspenders and make my hair as big as possible. with fresh new extensions. and like, add in some vampire teeth.

fuck who knows.

it sucks how australia doesnt get into the whole halloween thing.

i havent updated in here in forever.

i have this problem with the internet, i open all these accounts and sign up to all this different stuff and then i forget about it all and theres too much to keep track of. argh.

i leave los angeles in a week back to sydney. im fucking scared shitless. this better be the right damn decision.

finally uploaded like a months worth of photos from my camera onto my computer. must send lauren some. i will eventually.

i like this dude:

i have become totally and utterly obsessed with audrey kitching recently.

i cant wait until trashylife.com opens so i can read about her and zui.



zui, if by any chance you read this, tell her i love her!

i feel like i havent been on here in aaages!!

i went in to get my next tatt today, which was going to be the first two bars of music notes to 'somewhere over the rainbow' on the small of my back, and the dude said he wouldnt do it bc the staff lines wouldnt look good enough. so im pissed off now. i dont like not getting my way!

instead im going to focus on getting re-peicered somewhere and start planning my other tatt i want, which is a red bow. probably on my shoulder blade, on my back.

pic i took playing arounf. i think its neat!



id love to apply to be a SG but im a little self concious about my body. i wish i had more confidence. i think i should just go ahead and do it, but im scared! im such a little girl

i need:

$150 ish for new tatt
$70 ish to re-peirce my tounge
$265 for the patent pale pink peeptoe angent provacateur heels im in love with
$60 for these cute steve madden red flats
$20 for this sea salt hair spray stuff

and i have no income.



plop.

for some reason i am the person who has to decide where to go on friday night. how the fuck am i supposed to know, ive only lived here a month!!! eep! whats good in LA on a friday night????? god, i hate deciding things. makes it hard when you dont even know what your options are!

so, i need to get my next tattoo. hopefully today ill go over to my family friends house so he can write it out for me 100% proper.

its going to be on the small of my back, the first bar of music to "somewhere over the rainbow". so, like sheet music with the vocals. one of my fave songs ever, and growing up in the music industry, the music notes & everything have that special meaning which reminds me of doing maths homework tucked up inside a drum kit in the studio after school...

ive also been droooling over the idea of seamed stocking tattoos. they look soooo fucking HOT on all the SG's. i just dont know if i have the guts to pull it off!!!

maybe ill just get like a red bow inked somewhere instead. but i cant think of anywhere to put it?! gah.

and i also still really want the first line or two of my fave poem by lord byron somewhere too. "she walks in beauty" hmmmm. where to get that? and if i do, its like half my tattoos are just like black lines, words...

tough choices from me today as an unemployed australian living in los angeles...

who is this SG?



i feel so stupid asking, but hey, i am a unicorn and she is photographed with one, therefore i feel an intense need to know...