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And thanks to KLS Photography

I can't believe it's 2010 already! It seems like 2009 flew past in the blink of an eye. I had a great christmas and an good new year. Christmas of course was all about my baby and I spent New Years with some good friends. Although I prob shouldn't have drank as much as I did, it still turned out to be a good time. Well it's back to work for me on Monday hope everyone else had a good time.

Wow, I haven't been on here in so long. I've been crazy bust at work and at home with my baby. Looking forward to thanksgiving. I'm going to take some time to go visit my family and eat some amazing food. And I def can't wait for shopping the day after thanksgiving. Yes i'm one of those people that gets up at 3am to got to taoy r us and the mall for the sales. Anyways I had a great time with my friends last weekend and got to hang out with some friends that I don't get to see very often and thats always great. I had a great Halloween as well, I ended up drunk and flashing my ass to everyone in the bar, oh well all in good fun Any way I don't have to much more to say so good bye for now.

I am so excited!!!!!! less than 2 weeks left until my long awaited vacation. and i get to see Dane Cook again!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is sooo worth taking the time to go see live. insanely funny and he puts on a great show. and to make it even better i get to spen the weekend with my girls tearin up Sac town. i miss california sometimes, but i only like to go for visit. anyways it will be great.

Wow! I just can't believe how many nice comments everyone made about my set that went live yesterday. And yes I realize I did not get naked fast enough but it was my first set and of couse there are always gonna be things to learn and improve upon. I had alot of fun with it though and thats the important part ... at least to me, I never want to contiue with something i dont enjoy. Sooo thanks to everyone that sent me such nice messages and comments.

Sometimes life can get so confusing. So I got married really young and neither of us was really ready. We both made some mistakes and now we have been seperated for a little over 2 years now. We have a pretty good friendship and spend alot of time together taking care of our little girl. A few times in the last 2 years we have tried to get back togther, but it seems to end in arguing over stupid stuff. He is seeing a girl now and I met her a couple weeks ago and I can see that he puts so much effort in to making her happy and I dont understand why he would never do that for me. Dont get me wrong he is a very nice guy that will do almost anything for me burt when it came to the important stuff the really important stuff he would blow me off for his friends and make stupids desions instead of suporting his family. Anyway I started writing this to vent and say that im so confused and part of me wants to make things work with him but I know he's not anywhere near ready to be a grown up yet.

And i'm left drowning in my own feelings

I've been so sick and just bored with my job recently that I decided to start looking for a new one. I havent really been able to find anything out there, but then i get this call. A few months back I turned daown a position in my company cause they only offerd me salery and i wasnt interested. So anyway i get this call and the woman who would be my boss calls me and says she really wants me to take the position and it's hourly now. I tell her what I want an hour and she makes a call. I little bit later she calls me back and says they can do that. I am so excited all day. Then I get a call from HR and she says I dont think we are gonna be able to get you what you want! WTF and say tells me I dont think Bryan (my current boss) is gonna let you go right now! WTF again. I bust my ass for 3yrs and 2 months ago i was long over do for a raise but instead we took company wide PAY CUTS! I just don't get why someone would stop someone from moving up the later a little bit. I have an idea it has more to do with not wanting me to leave my current position but thats fucked up they dont want ot pay me for a supervisor position but they expect me to keep doing it, and when someone says they want to give me the money I deserve people slam the door in your face.

I'm sooo excited I'm going to visit my girlfriends in Cali tonight. I haven't gone down there in a while... since I had a falling out with my best friend a few months ago. She wont tlk to me anymore over something that had nothing to do with me. She got a DUI and I told her she had no business driving a car that f*cked up (she was pucking on her self when she got arrested ) , so now she wont talk to me. How stupid is that? after 12 years thats what ends a friendship! anyways i'm gonna go visit the rest of my girls and have a good time

I am so sick right now. I called in sick to work yesterday and slept all day. But today I thought I was well enough to go and someone complained and said I should not be there when I'm sick, so they sent me home! Who are they to decide if I can work or not. They are not paying my bills. Fuck them. Oh well... I hate feeling this way I can't breath and when I try it feels like my head is going to explode.I am so grumpy and I wake up all night just trying to stop the feeling that I am sufocating. and on top of it I have this uncontrollable urge to eat everything. Although nothing is satisflying because I cannot taste anything. I just want to get better. And go back to my routine excersising and crapy heathly food.

I havnt done anything interesting today... I worked for a few hours, watched tv, played with myself, now im gonna go make something to eat. I'm starving I wish I could eat everything... chinese, BBQ ribs, bannana bread, a big fat hamburger, pizza, god I could eat just about anything right now!!! But instead of all that I get veggies and a little tiny piece of chicken