Ugh, after a couple of missed connections and a good bit of bad luck, I totally did ruin it. But at least this time it wasn't in a way that I can't try again. Nothing's changed between us, so if nothing else, I can keep my crush and not feel hurt. And I've still got the option of making something of it, but if I do, I'm gonna have to hop a plane to the west coast. Or Vegas over spring break. I've been telling myself I need some adventure, so those are starting to look pretty attractive.