Token, just less than annual blog post of minimal significance. Moved cross country westward, new job, new home, working on finding some genuinely interesting new friends (work in progress), re-subbed to the site, sad to see that Sophie's moved on but she's only as far as an email .

Was precisely 29 years old when he posted this message.

I just woke up from having a very curious dream. It makes me wish I recalled/realized dreams more often, even if the dream (as it is fleeting away from my memory) makes me a little sad.

I, Debaser

He who has, and will continue to break down & destroy everything of worth to his own existance.

There is nothing that will stop this droning tedium, and no one to save my thoughts. For they too will fail where all else have failed before.

I go back to work tomorrow.

Wow, I knew there was a million reasons why I love her, but after a long overdue chance to say so, relief washes over me in wave after awesome wave. Lets see how long I can stay here.

Did I say last 2 days? Make that last 2 weeks. I really wish I had the tools to deal with the understanding of what I can look to expect from life. I mean, sure, you come to understanding that this is how things are, and it's unlkely that that will change, but then something happens, and the full effect of the situation hits you.

Gah, atleast I got my new Rotten Sound hoodie today. I'm going to go confuse myself to sleep.