Hello everyone, it has been awhile since I posted, I have been busy with work, trying to find work and life in general. The weather has been getting colder as well and that makes me a bit of a hermit. I have been watching a lot of movies, some including The Avengers, Katy Perrys, Walking Dead S2 and tons of others, a bit of everything to be sure!
How is everyone in SG land doing?!

I have been listening to a lot of Pandora lately, mostly some of my old stuff channels! The one that stands out is when I type in "The Cure"! Lots of music by The smiths, The Cure, Dmode and the likes! Check it out!

Hello everyone, so question......Does anyone every feel that they are a repository for their friends hurt, sadness and pain? I do, it seems that my understanding of human nature makes me the emotional anchor for many people in my life. While I am glad that I can help them, it is very exhausting to say the least, emotionally and physically. One of my friends foundout today that their significant other has squandered away their money and did not tell her, because of his pride to salvage what they have. She is devastated and will most likely have to quit her college and the kids will have to go to another school. That is the bare bones, trust me it is much more complicated than what I have stated. This, on top of many other situations in my life dealing with friends is making me somewhat numb if that makes any sense? I only can wish and hope for the best.

On other news, I applied at Enterprise so we shall see how that goes. I have been playing a bit more of SWTOR, it saves money and wtf am I talking about it's star wars right!?

I hope everyone is doing well and coping with this mystery we call life! Besos!

Ok so updates, I still feel sad by the loss of my friend, it was a waste of life as far as how she died. I have never dealt with addiction but I have taken classes on it. I just feel as if she was soooo helpless as to subcum to the alcohol. Anyways, it was tragic and I do miss her. She was my ex girlfriend's, girlfriend, so you do the math as to our relationship both emotional and physically. RIP Amanda!

another thing, so the girl I have been seeing/dating is nothing like the ones in my past, she is actually older than me, nothing like me sexually, see the before mentioned paragraph, yes I have only gone out with bi girls, long story but that is how it has been. If you want to know ask then. She is more "conventional" than the girls I have ever been with and I am having a difficult time handling some situations, it would seem that little things to me are big deals to her, and vice versa. In many ways we are similar and compatible and in others the opposite, details to ensue.

I am still working, so that is good. Had to dress up as the Easter bunny over the weekend....oh goody lmao! Still eating like a pig and not gaining any weight, and well trying to set up the back patio for grillin season! Besos para todos and hugs!

I am saddened, a friend of mine who I we were always up and down with each other mainly because she was an alcoholic, passed away recently. I just found out..........So sad when a good person let's something take over ones life. I saw her at her best and worst, rehab was not enough.

I hope everyone is doing well and that they reflect on their actions throughout life. We only have one people, make it count! Besos y Abrazos!

So the Chicago trip was amazing! Shopping, eating and a little bit of partying! I stayed at the Penninsula Hotel! OMG how amazing! Hope everyone had a great weekend as well!

So not back to work and a little bit of SWTOR! Besos para todoa!

Things have been going good lately! Looking forward to the weekend in Chicago! Woot!