Bold truths about my current state

I don't mind that not a lot of people read this.
Just getting the words down is enough.
It's been about a week and a half since I made the journey back from Adelaide with my tail between my legs.
It's been almost that long since my ex and I stopped speaking. I'm not counting on her messaging me soon, and I'm not overly willing to subject myself to her for the moment.
Truth is.. Breaking up; while sad. Has made me unbelievably...horny? (don't worry..you are all safe).
It's weird. I guess on one hand I miss the sex I was having. Then there are the infinite possibilities of the sex I could be having?
Like I said; it's WEIRD.
I miss my gym, I hope that my eating/sleeping issues subside soon so that I can find a new one.

If you are out there, whoever you are. Find me. Fast.