Am I the only one who thinks it is fucked that we had extend the evil Patriot Act in order to protect the Alaskan Oil Fields? Not fucking over a National Wildlife Refuge nor violating our already diluted freedoms, should be forgone conclusions. But then again we're americans, we're fat, stupid and our novelty has worn off. In China they're watching, working and laughing. Should we start practicing Mandarin or Cantonese? We're fucked.

Damn, Dimebag's birthday on Saturday, August 20th and Doc the drummer from Vader dies on Sunday, August 21st. This may be my dead rock star journal.

I must see the world as an open future, not as a place mired in the past. I cannot see myself as an insignificant fleck near the end of an eight thousand year history of man -- for that would be seeing the world as a place of futility and predetermination. I must care about my experiences and the experiences of those I love, but not to the extent that I believe I am lucky enouth to live in an end-time.

Dimebag is dead and only suicide girls can cheer me up!