Did someone renew my account?

It was supposed to have expired on July 9.

Maybe they're not paying attention haha

I'm (hopefully) going to get my other nipple pierced this week.

Then leg/bikini wax next weekend. haha my first time!

July 4th means one month until my birthday

I have one week left on this and we'll see if I renew it.

I want a girlfriend-type thing.

I'm kicking ass at work. 5 dogs in 3 weeks. Thats almost $10,000 I made for them.

Shit, I rule.

Right now, my bed is the only place I'm happy. I feel really out of my element at home. I'm used to doing whatever I want when I want at school, and I took full advantage of that. Now all of the things in life I enjoy are secretive and cut to a severe minimum (In the last month, I've only had sex once. miserable). I don't feel creative or happy. I just want to stay in bed. It's terrible

The only thing somewhat cheering me up is that in 24 hours this bag will be mine

$178.00 Marc Jacobs tote. Clearly the most expensive thing I own, or will soon own. It's a VERY early birthday gift from Michael. <3

I'm going to see Conan on Friday with my cousin which I totally forgot about. I have to talk to work and I hope they're understanding because I changed my schedule once for somebody else. We'll see about that

I got scratched by a dog at work and I bled. Needless to say, I didn't sell any dogs that day haha

I want to get a new tattoo, but I don't know where to go. I just want an anchor on the inside of my arm that says Don't Bring me Down. I have enough things going on in my life, and I don't need to have other peoples pity parties bringing me down. Plus, it's a pun haha

I am so tired of hanging out with just boys. They say the shittiest things about girls and I really hope that Mike doesn't say shit like that about me behind my back. They treat girls like they aren't human, but more like garbage, trash. It's disgusting.

I'm 50/50 about liking my job. Sometimes it's slow and boring, but I can play with all of the puppies I want. I make shit money, but I could make commission if I sell a dog or two. My first paycheck is going to be big, but I get it in 3 weeks.

My phone died the other day. I have the chocolate and none of the sensors were working, so they gave me a new one that will probably crap out on me in another 6 months. BULL!

I was in a shitty mood all day. I'm pretty unhappy. I wish I was back at school. I have my privacy and my friends. My down time and my fun time. I can go where I want basically when I want.

I need a new vibrator. I reallllllllllllllllllllllllllllllly want this one:
The LAYASpot


And this too:

FLEXI FELIX! hehe

Off to bed!

I start my new job tomorrow. I work with puppies. I love puppies but I hate other animals that will be there too.

I hope I don't hate it because seriously, this is last resort.

I still haven't received my paycheck from my job at school. I called 5 times and it's been a month. They claim they sent it. I don't believe them.

My tum hurts. I just want to lay in bed naked but I don't feel like walking to the bathroom to brush my teeth.

I really really hope I don't hate this job. for real reals.

After 5 years of hiding them, I finally showed my mom my plugs. She said they were cute. They're coconut. I want to stretch again, badly. It's been over a year.

I was at a friend's house and they were watching the last episode of the Soprano's. I've never seen it, but they made a reference to my school, and it ended while playing Don't Stop Believing, by Journey. I do believe I missed out on that show now.

I drink too much beer. Saturday = 6. Today = 4 in 2 hours. It's making me fat. I'm convincing my mom to join a gym so I can get sexxxy.

Time for masturbating, reading and sleeping

I don't know why I joined back. This is temporary.

Bye.

So, I'm single.

Boys and Girls, after 4.5 years, I'm single.

Damn, and I'm horny.

My membership expires the first week in January. Considering I don't have a job again until february, I probably won't renew.

I'm done with school until january so now I'll probably crafting at home until then due to the lack of job forementioned.

I was looking forward to having a nice, sexual relationship with my boy this girl we both like. She didn't call us and instead ruined our whole relationship. She hasn't said anything to either of us and I'm beyond pissed. Do I say something to her or wait until she approaches me?

I met Wes from Give up the ghost/american nightmare earlier in the month. I love him


Also, I baked Mike's band cookies. They're called it killS


I'm super pissed and stressed out. I'm going to continue watching the Flavor of Love marathon.

<3

CSI:NY was such a shameless plug.
1) Suicide girls isn't even based in the east coast.
2) It's clear that none of them are actors...not even "Omen"
3) They didn't pick any of the hot suicidegirls. Come on, throw some Reagan in there, and I'm a happy girl.
4) I'm sure that someone on the streets, per say, were to ask Missy what SuicideGirls is, I'm sure she wouldn't say it exactly the way she did.
5) Why couldn't they have a cool story corresponding in the episode. I'm sure the people who tuned in for the suicidegirls could give a damn about basketball and vice versa.

I don't know...I watched it. It was kind of disappointing.