Wow, it's been quite some time since I've been on here and left anything. Things have been going pretty good the last few months, traveling, not whoring myself out anymore... Always a good thing, still looking for work, which is harder than most seem to think. Still drinking to excess, filed for disability through the Veterans Administration seeing as my whole body is fucked, soon to be out of the military as well, that date can't come soon enough.

Shit leave some love... Get more tats, be yourself and most importantly don't for one second think you can judge somebody else not one person in this world is perfect... Sadly myself is included in that.


A recent picture in case I have been forgotten about by anybody... I only get better looking by the day if you can't tell...

So I got back to RI on Monday, been bored out of my mind driving around aimlessly everyday since I got back, man being home sucks... Afghanistan is calling my name yet again and I love hearing it whisper to me...

Other than that life has been alright, still trying to figure everything out again, hell I can't even remember how to get around the city anymore, I need to find somebody to go out with and be my tour guide, seeing as it's been about 5 years since I have actually been home in RI until now.

Back from my cruise to the Caribbean, had a blast. Then stayed in Florida for an extra week to relax and soak up more warm sunshine. Just got home and on my drive here it was snowing like a bastard... I really wish I was back down in Florida again, nice warm sun, good beaches, and an ice cold beer in my hand.

Been back home in RI for a little over a week now, been going out having a good time, but I can't seem to keep myself busy or satisfied... It's been too long since I have been able to keep myself busy I'm starting to lose my mind at times... I would really love to go back to Afghanistan again, I would leave tomorrow if I had the chance.

But also got a new tattoo since I have been home... A crusader cross my company symbol for this deployment I had just gotten back from.

STATESIDE! Finally, and it's cold as shit here... It has been a long year, and it's slowly coming to a final close.

So I have only a couple more days until I officially start movement back to the states from this god forsaken place... I can't wait to smell fresh air, feel grass between my toes instead of eating dirt dust and sand... Been pretty much 3 years away from home now seeing as before this deployment I was home for about a total of 2 months... It really can't come soon enough, and I really can't believe it is almost already that time.