Ouch! I've just dropped a loaded box on my head - it fucking hurts like crazy Why does no-one else in the house care if I'm ok or not?

Smooches
Michelle xx

Well, happy Friday folks! The end to another week, and another day closer to me and tantra666 meeting up in London Also another day closer to Christmas and still no joy on the job front yet. Still, I registered with an agency today so hopefully they'll find me something. Got to look on the positive side no more negativity BIG SMILES Keep your fingers crossed that I get something SOON

Half-term next week so I'll have the kids at home all week no doubt driving me nuts

Queer Eye was sooo funny last night, felt really sorry for the bloke when he walked into the doorframe - although I did laugh my arse off first I LOVE TRISTAN - there I've said it, I'm in with Tristan Eves, gay or not, he's hot!! Wouldn't mind having him run his hands through my hair anyday But they are all fab lovely guys, and Justin is just a scream a minute

Friday fun:

1) If you could meet just one famous person (dead or alive) who would it be and why?
2) Favourite place to eat
3) Favourite drink
4) What are your plans for the weekend?

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1) difficult one but probably James Dean just because he was so cool, or Tristan Eves because he's so hot - ha ha!
2) Pizza Hut - the salad bar!
3) Hmm, not really got a favourite anymore, not since Smirnoff Black put that shitty lime flavour in and spoilt it. Beer would have to be Warsteiner or Becks
4) WORK, WORK, WORK (yes I know I don't have a "job" but I do have an online business to run and eBay store to fill - gotta try and get some money from somewhere!)

So, tell me a bit more about yourselves then

Smooches
Michelle xx

So nothing arrived in the mail today. I phone to find out what's happening and get told I'm being put on hold as I'm not flexible enough How can all day from 9am til 10pm at night 4 days a week not be flexible enough? So I asked him what about the night shift that was mentioned and he wasn't even aware I was interested in that one as one of the girls on the interview hadn't even mentioned to him that I could do that one.

He's going to check but he thinks those positions have already been filled, so I have to wait for another phone call later today to find out. This really sux, I am so in need of this work If he says those positions have gone aswell then I don't know what I'm going to do, I guess I'll have to have a mad phone round session and see if any other stores have any vacancies over the Xmas period but it might be too late to apply now seeing how close Xmas is

So not a good start to the week, feel like crying which is totally stupid but we're in so much debt that I need some extra cash from somewhere just to pay for the basics now.

I'll update later if I hear anything else.

Come on, cheer me up with some silly stories, or just give me a big hug

Smooches
Michelle xx

Geez it's cold today! Brrrrrr, gonna have to put my hoody on soon, can't put the heating on, can't afford to really!

Well, I did finally manage to find enough cash to pay the minimum on the credit card this month, and then we get the car tax reminder come in and the boiler needs servicing Wednesday so I'll be scrambling to find yet more pennies for those! I have a total of £2.80 in my purse so that's not going to get me far! Grrrrr

On the plus side today I feel a lot happier for having dumped those two losers out of my life, I didn't think I'd feel like this so soon, but just goes to show they weren't worth the breath I spent on them - fuck 'em!

Now all I've got to do is carry on with the diet and get some nu photos done when I feel a bit better about how I look - ok so I know that's a stupid thing to say really, but we all have our hang-ups and my weight and shape is mine. Gotta love them boobs but hate the rest of it!

35 days til I hit London for the weekend with tantra666 and I can't wait!! My room's booked and I've already got my train tickets!! Fuck knows what I'll do when she's gone home on the Sunday cos I'm there til the Monday but no doubt I'll just hit the shops we didn't do on the Saturday and then go get pissed somewhere

Still not heard anything about the job so I don't know if that's a good thing or not, they said we'd all get letters by the end of the week but I still haven't got anything so I dunno. Think I'll call them again Monday if nothing's here by then. Positive thinking no news is good news?

Big thanks to all you guys and gals that have been adding me to your friends list, didn't think I'd have so many friends within 4 days of joining the site so a BIG to you all

Happy weekend folks!

Smooches
Michelle xx

Ok, so I said goodbye to another two of them today, so why does it feel like I'm losing two friends, when in effect I'd never met them, and they'd just started to piss me off by not responding to anything? Maybe in my warped deluded mind there was always the possibility that something might just come out of it? Who knows, maybe I'll never know now, but I need people who are warm and friendly and respond, not losers who want one thing and then do something totally different. Still, I do feel sad, but I needed to do this, I needed to say goodbye, cut the ties, so I've deleted them from my MSN, from my FP and possibly out of my life for good. Unless of course they deign to actually contact me.....

Been one of those days so far, yelled at the kids this morning because I wanted more sleep and they responded by just yelling and shouting even more Nat's just bit Scott and so the bickering continues. This is SO why I need my weekend away in London next month, it's all doing my fucking head in. I need to get some work done and that's not going to happen now until they've gone to bed

In all honesty what I probably need is a good fuck next month

Still waiting to hear back as to whether I've got some Xmas work at Argos or not - SO need the extra cash it's crazy, and I've done it before albeit 10 years ago, so I'm hoping it's a yes

Ah well, back to the onslaught..............

Laters

Smooches
Michelle xx

ok so I'm at it again, past midnight and showing no signs of wanting to head to my bed! What a weird episode of The L Word tonight, couldn't get my head round the ending on that one! Queer Eye UK starts again tomorrow hooray! Missed the guys like crazy, the US version is ok, but I totally love our UK guys, especially Tristan

Weird day today, rained for most of it so got soaked doing my banking today, should have been working this afternoon but spent most of my time on here instead

Must crack on with the work tomorrow or should i say today!, got the credit card bill today, over my limit again and got no funds to pay into it, so this girlie's gotta stop slacking and mooning over total waste's of space and get on with her life with or without some extra company

37 days til London tantra666 and it can't come round quick enough for me, dunno about you

Anyways, hope you've all had a wonderful Wednesday, and hey look, I've got two new friends now - woo!

Smooches
Michelle xx

Ok so I knew it would happen, it's 9.30am, and no i didn't get to bed when i said i would, it was 2.45am in the end - damn you SG! lol. and i got woken up at 6.30 so yep i feel like death. ah well, once i get going i should wake up a bit.

PMT what does it become when it's actually started? MT? AMT? whatever i feel it today so i think today I shall be known as Moody skint bitch!

Have a good Wednesday folks, i'll no doubt check in later!

Smooches
Michelle xx

well it's 1.50am wednesday morning and yep i'm still up, should really go to bed but once again can't be arsed to! so glad i was persuaded to join here, think it'll be a lot more fun than i've been having recently.

woo for sexy sassy hot babes!

boys to men do they ever grow up or are they destined to be children forever, bound by some primeaval need to piss us off on a constant basis? ah fuck 'em - hmm maybe that's what i need but it ain't happening with those that i want , so screw 'em, again i wish..........

38 days til London and fuck i need that weekend away, home is doing my head in again and i need to be with my best mate for some quality girlie shopping, chilling and hanging out time. if i get laid that weekend then all the better, suck it and see

well i suppose i should go to bed, else the kids'll be waking me up at a stupid hour again and i'll still feel like death



Michelle xx