Its been forever since I have been on here. My account had expired.
And I have seriously been super busy.
Lots of things have happened. I have just been taking things day by day :]
Anyway's, WHATS UP?!

I'm 21 todayyyyy.

Depression is the hardest thing to pick yourself up from. It effects every aspect of your life.
Its really hard for me to let go of someone. For others, dropping someone like a rock seems second nature.



OH BUT HERE IS MY NEW MUUUSTASHHH TO LIGHTEN THE MOOD!

For those who want to see my hair here it is!




Weird mood today.

For those who want to see my hair here it is!




Weird mood today.



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I also posted this in a board, but i'm also going to blog it!

Okay, so I dyed my hair blue for my boyfriend. He has this huge thing for the colors blue and black because hes a huge fan of nightwing. Anyway, I'm not dying it right now, but in a month or so I was planing on taking the blue out completely and dying everything blood red.
I didn't realize until after I dyed my hair blue that it seems like blue is just about the hardest thing to extract from your hair.
I seriously need some help and advice!
I'm not trying to fry the cookies out of my hair, but I will have to bleach it regardless I know.
I just don't want to bleach it and then i have blue green left in it.

Any suggestions? What worked for you?

I got my lip repeirced. Im on my way to getting back to where I wanted to be. I was hoping to save up some money in a month or so for my first tattoo but with Christmas coming around and all I don't think thats going to be possible.
I'm constantly tired between working 14 hour shifts, hardly getting sleep and hardly getting food.
I also want to be able to pay for my classes, I've actually changed my mind and decided on Krav Maga.
But I would also need the strength and time to take said classes.
Decisions decisions.
Black ops 2 is coming out soon.
then I get my wisdom teeth removed. Fun.

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Hello Everyone! Tis been a minute. Every time I update I feel like its been decades. So much can change in so little time. I've been looking for a new photographer to get my Suicide girl set up and ready! There are a few wanting to shoot but I'm super excited for the plans I have to work with Skepsis!

Keep in touch everyone! I'll be getting to replies soon.





ROB ZOMBIE IS INSPIRATION

This smorning I woke up after my glorious three hours of sleep and was soooo sick.I got up and got my shower and ate my healthy breakfast and then to my surprise... didn't keep it down. Was I going to let that ruin my day!? HELL NO! Got ready and went to HOCKING HILLS, OHIO with my best friend and ex that I am currently 'talking to' as well as 4 others and had a really great day. We all took our shoes off and jumped into the cold water. I took some amazing pictures, one I specially love and wanted to share with all of you.









& now hes passed out on my bed while I'm watching Jurassic Park by myself. Haha. I'm completely content at the moment. Now its on to talk to more photographers and get my things done.
Maybe I'll blow it off to go cuddle.


Hoping your day was a great as mine.

-Skyvelyn