SkitzoBunny's March 27, 2009 blog

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MARCH 27, 2009 @ 10:17 PM

As of lately I've been feeling totally lost, reality just doesn't seem to fit with me anymore. I feel like a fish out of water...tomorrow is my next photo shoot and i hope it goes well, this time the theme will be more about how i feel than actual things. My heart doesnt beat as hard as it used to and sometimes it just doesnt beat. I've come to realize that i have to let go and keep on going with my life. Im in love with someone who has stopped feeling anything for me and i am clinging into a hope, a stupid hope that he might see ma again and feel that he, as me, cannot live without me... I just want to tell him face to face that i still love him and i havent stopped loving him...he has found someone else, he told me, he told me i could live with him again, i could move in again but...3 days later he said he had found someone else and just didnt want me anymore. I can hear my friggin heart breaking and falling to the ground, all over the floor. I didnt pick the pieces up, i felt dead inside, dead....

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SharpShooter

Toronto, ON

December 2005

MAR 31, 2009 12:07 PM

That is sad to hear. People grow apart sometimes. Everybody heals eventually though. So keep your chin up. :-)

Casiopea

SUICIDEGIRL

Colombia

APR 20, 2009 11:10 AM

hola bellissima!!! besos para vos desde colombia pasala deli esta semana

SonOfAPunk

Maple Ridge, BC

January 2006

APR 24, 2009 12:16 PM

You may be sad, but the main thing to keep in mind here is the fact that you feel. If you feel, you're alive. If you're alive, there's hope for you yet.

Cheer up, kiddo. Tomorrow's a fresh start.

Give your time and heart to someone who's worth your time and heart, not someone who zigs while you zag.

I hope you understand what I mean.

Houston

I'm lost

November 2004

APR 24, 2009 12:30 PM

Obviously missing one of those extra middle fingers you've been mentioning. Would have come in handy right about now.

mountebank

United Kingdom

July 2005

APR 24, 2009 01:46 PM

Relationships are difficult. Love is complex be strong.

PS love the photos

Dark_Buddha

Orlando, FL

November 2008

APR 24, 2009 10:50 PM

I feel your pain. My girlfriend and I just broke up yesterday. She moved out today. Just got home from work and I see all of the things that are missing. I feel like she took a piece of me with her. But I know that I will survive, just as you will. It will be hard, but we will be better for it.

Keep your head up.

Ciao,

Shawn