I have coffee in my system and a mix CD playing that I made myself of some Europe bands that I have fallen in love with. FX news is also playing in the background but the music is drowning it out.

Only watch Fx news to pretend that I'm smart. LOL which reminds me. Yesterday I was on Facebook and it's turned out to be such a pointless addicting network where I sit for hours playing addicting games... anyway off track again.

There's an app. for "What your friends think of you" I guess this app asks you questions and you answer honestly about that person. There were 23 questions that were answered about me..

These Questions are pretty stupid .

Example :
1. Do you think Heather's a freak.... They answered ... Yes
lol good thank you I don't want to be like everyone else

2. Do you think Heather is cute ( this was asked 4 times) They answered ... NO
Man I'm glad I care how I look... I might be in trouble

3.Are you smarter then Heather...(asked 5 times) they answered .. Yes
lol okay this one is funny because how do you know, because I don't spell words right? I don't speak well?... I really don't care about my spelling or my speech. I may know some topics that you don't . YOu can't go around thinking your smarter then other people. There's always something you can learn from people. Just because you have a better education, or you speak better or spell better does not mean any thing. Also I have a High IQ.. I just don't care. I find that there were more important things in life then going to collage, yes I failed high school because I didn't care. Yes that was stupid of me. But it does it make me stupid...lol if you can understand that.

When I was 7 I read all the encyclopedias A-z in 2 months. I was so smart. Teachers wanted me to go to those "special school's" but I put my foot down. at 8 I read all the famous Greek literature and understood it. but so what. I taught myself to paint and play the piano, on my own, no self help things before I was ten. The biggest thing I taught myself and that makes me pretty damn smart I taught myself to survive, without destroying myself or anyone else.

I'm trying not to build myself up here. I"m not, I'm trying to knock some people off there high horses and not to Judge People. Everyone has a story and I think people should be less Judgmental and take a deep breath and listen.

So you may not think I'm cute, or cool ,or whatever, but everyone is smart, in there own way. Everyone knows something that you don't know .