Hey you guys can watch a video I edited.
It's Safe-ish for work, but it is a gay porn model in his underwear singing in the shower. you have been warned.



I was only given an afternoon to slap this together, so there's plenty I would like to have worked on more. But, I think it came out alright. It's almost up to 88k views on youtube.

I got a new camera! [Lubitel 166+]
and I started developing my own film.

new post.
here's a picture, there's a story to it.


i'll probably post more pictures later.

I shot a set!

Lucha Libre


first new set in 6 years!

i was at wondercon:

yup there i am in the corner. thanks jaylin for the picture!

a year ago today i stopped drinking. it's been a very good year. i've had some wonderful times and i met an amazing person named bob. we hit it off right away and it's been pretty neat ever since. i would never have met her if i was still drinking cause she doesn't do that either. it works out quite well for us.

stopping the drinking came pretty easy for me (it was moderation that was the real problem i had). i've never had an addictive personality, so once i decided to stop drinking it just happened and was never really an issue. i spent the first few months working on my social skills because drinking was a super easy crutch for me to be outgoing (i'm a very introverted thinking person) and so i had to practice all those same skills again sober.

one of my big goals at the time was to have a first kiss sober. i'm flirty and adventurous but it was bothering me that i really couldn't remember the last time i had a steamy first kiss that didn't involve me having a few drinks beforehand. so i really wanted to reach this goal. the first few months i was having a hard time meeting new people. i just didn't know where to meet them that wasn't a bar or a club. but then my super sexy sixsixty luck kicked in!! and i'll tell you the secret.

it all made sense after i realized this and i then started to meet a ton of amazing people. yay for that! it's also the reason i got to meet bob!

so far the only drawback with the not drinking is that i feel like i have a lot less adventures in my life. i used to really enjoy drunken adventure days. some of my favorite memories (actually most of my favorite memories) have all been days with close friends, heavy drinking, and running around cities. i still have close friends and cities, but it just seems with that combination alone my ability for adventures has taken a nose dive. so that's one of the current goals still. if you have any info on sober adventuring, i would love to hear it.

in other news i made a custom munny.

THE ULTIMATE WARRIOR!!! (another pic)
i think my next one is going to be ALF. i want to do a series of my childhood heroes.

i made a website:
http://ihatehockeymoms.com

also, if you live in CA please vote no on prop 8. i know if you are reading this you probably already are voting no and that's awesome. every vote counts, but what's important is that every voter counts. so go out and talk to your family and friends about prop 8 as well.
check out Jaylin's blog for some really cool no on prop 8 and harvey milk videos.

time for a new post, it's been over 3 months since the last one. be warned this might be a long one, also be warned it might be my only post again for another 3 months. here we go.

first off i got 2 little additions to my home.
meet eloise:

(yes i'm a total dork, i happened to get her the weekend after this episode aired):

and this is fancy:


they are awesome and here are some more pictures of them:

next up, i met this awesome girl named bob the day after my birthday this year. she's totally hot!

we're totally hot together:

we do things like hanging out in soma during the how weird street fair

we also do things like take cruises to mexico

i still hang out with my best friends:

also mikee had a super makeout bday party. bob and i made a makeout booth:

and that's all

I went to the GayVN Awards.




I brought these cute friends with me and we saw awesome porn stars like diesel washington.


fun times were had.









in other news, this girl is really cute in my life right now.


and, as always, this one too.

oh fuck, who just ordered this:


Me!! That's right, Hell Yeah!! winter fox kigurumi japanese animal pajamas. my coworker got the winter weasel.

next i need to seriously find this one: Winter Penguin.

I'm making an exception from my veggieness tonight and eating fugu, i figure this has a good chance of killing me so it seems a little bit more fair. if i die, you can have my stuff. wish me luck.

love,
kawai