The sadness glistens in my eyes
When I see your face every day
You are the reason for my 'sighs'
As I watch you walk the other way
I gave you my all
But it was all for nothing
You watched me fall
Because I thought it meant something
You gave up on me
While I gave you my dignity
I just wanted us to be
I didn't want to set you free
You just walked away
Like the coward that you are
You never gave a thought a day
You just drifted into the distance so far
I may never stop loving you
But you just don't care
I know you'll never again love me too
But I guess that's fair
Considering you broke my heart
You took all my faith
You tore me apart
And left me in this state
Its time for me to move on
Something you already did
This time its my love that's going to be gone
While you kept those emotions hidden
Be gone, leave me to be
Let me go on and just be me
For I don't want your life or hope
I just want my way and home...
Written February 2012
When I see your face every day
You are the reason for my 'sighs'
As I watch you walk the other way
I gave you my all
But it was all for nothing
You watched me fall
Because I thought it meant something
You gave up on me
While I gave you my dignity
I just wanted us to be
I didn't want to set you free
You just walked away
Like the coward that you are
You never gave a thought a day
You just drifted into the distance so far
I may never stop loving you
But you just don't care
I know you'll never again love me too
But I guess that's fair
Considering you broke my heart
You took all my faith
You tore me apart
And left me in this state
Its time for me to move on
Something you already did
This time its my love that's going to be gone
While you kept those emotions hidden
Be gone, leave me to be
Let me go on and just be me
For I don't want your life or hope
I just want my way and home...
Written February 2012
The pain lingered through the righteousness of my soul
It beat me down like fire on coal
It brought me to my knees in the blistering cold
It showed me hurt that I have never once known
I fought back to keep my head held high
Hoping and praying that I could learn to fly
So that I could leap and soar my way out
But I knew in my heart without a doubt
Such a thing would never yet come
My last hope was to get up and run
I leaped through the snow and ran as fast as I could
Only to find out my legs had given in where I stood
I fought against the pain it brought
Trying to remember what I had been taught
Only to figure out my memory had disappeared
Along with you which was what I always feared
I dare not take a chance of moving
For I could end up losing
But I did anyway
And now I must say
It brought me great happiness to say
That I don't love you in that way
The way I used to a few weeks back
I've freed my soul of all your control
It feels great to be on my own
As though I had flown
Because being without you no longer feels like death
But instead it feels like a deep breath
A deep breath of soft cool air
And going back to you is something I wouldn't dare!
Written December 2011
It beat me down like fire on coal
It brought me to my knees in the blistering cold
It showed me hurt that I have never once known
I fought back to keep my head held high
Hoping and praying that I could learn to fly
So that I could leap and soar my way out
But I knew in my heart without a doubt
Such a thing would never yet come
My last hope was to get up and run
I leaped through the snow and ran as fast as I could
Only to find out my legs had given in where I stood
I fought against the pain it brought
Trying to remember what I had been taught
Only to figure out my memory had disappeared
Along with you which was what I always feared
I dare not take a chance of moving
For I could end up losing
But I did anyway
And now I must say
It brought me great happiness to say
That I don't love you in that way
The way I used to a few weeks back
I've freed my soul of all your control
It feels great to be on my own
As though I had flown
Because being without you no longer feels like death
But instead it feels like a deep breath
A deep breath of soft cool air
And going back to you is something I wouldn't dare!
Written December 2011
The sadness of my soul burns with corset fire
It brings me tears that don't retire
I give my life to take the pain
But soon it just still remains
I cry every night wishing it away
Hoping that everything will be alright one day
Hoping I'll soon know exactly the right words to say
But it stays right where it was before
And I can't seem to take it anymore
I've tried with all my heart to let it out
To let it be free and to roam about
I've tried it all
But I still tend to fall
No matter the reason for my tears
I know I will always have fears
But soon enough things will turn around
And I'll be happy without a sound
It'll enter my heart before I know it
Because I'll forgive all the pain
All the torture I once felt
Just to be able to be the same
The same as I once was before
Before it kills me inside anymore
Written December 2011.
It brings me tears that don't retire
I give my life to take the pain
But soon it just still remains
I cry every night wishing it away
Hoping that everything will be alright one day
Hoping I'll soon know exactly the right words to say
But it stays right where it was before
And I can't seem to take it anymore
I've tried with all my heart to let it out
To let it be free and to roam about
I've tried it all
But I still tend to fall
No matter the reason for my tears
I know I will always have fears
But soon enough things will turn around
And I'll be happy without a sound
It'll enter my heart before I know it
Because I'll forgive all the pain
All the torture I once felt
Just to be able to be the same
The same as I once was before
Before it kills me inside anymore
Written December 2011.
