Well, 6 months on, what can I say???? I'm finally going back to the guy I was before the idiot set in, I'm over the past and looking forward to the future!!

I've realised you don't always get answers to your questions and you can't always fix what's broken!!!!!!!!

Let's see what trouble I can get myself into?????

Love ya!!!

Well, it's been a hell of a long time since I've written on here, I'm thinking that's going to change!! I've had a difficult week and I'm now single after a long relationship, I'm still not sure what went wrong or why it ended as she's not prepared to talk to me, I've tried everything I know to make that relationship work but it's out of my hands.
Sadly I've realised that I've lost some really good friends along the way during the last 6 years, feel stupid and ashamed that I didn't make more of an effort, only now have I realised that a relationship shouldn't mean forgetting your friends.

Anyway, onward and upward!!!!!

I'm crap at this blogging thing, I guess I'm just really really boring! I've bought some new books, been to work, bought some porn and now have a week off work, kind of if you don't count the work I'm doing when off work at home!! I might post some pictures soon, that'll be a first!!! Struggling to keep my relationship going with my girlfriend, it sucks, things aren't going well at all, that's it really. Post again soon!!!

Peace & Love

I love you all & you're all amazing!! ❤❤❤❤

Well, almost a year since I've wrote anything on here, that's really slack of me & I have no excuses!! I'll make a promise to myself to try harder!!!!!

Hi all!!!!!!!!!

It's been a very long time since writing on here, for that I'm sorry, I've been sssssooooooo busy the last couple of months it's been crazy!! I'm now trying to get some time for myself!! I've just joined instagram and I'm really enjoying getting used to that, any one else out there on it then do follow me!!!

I'll blog real soon!!!!

Love you all!!!!!!!!!

I have totally fallen in love with Suicide Girls!! Xxxxxxx

Ever had the feeling you're out of your depth? I'm feeling that right now, I really wanted to do this job and now I'm panicking if I can actually do the job and do it well there's not much time left I guess I need to get my shit together and get it sorted, there's so many eyes watching me I can't afford to fuck up, I just can't remember anything, got meetings next week and I'm just going to sit there looking like a spare part!!
Enough moaning, just needed to let it out, hope all's good everywhere else!!

Working from home today, I've got so much to do but just can't get motivated, I've got to become motivated as there's not much time left to get everything done, I just want to sit and play around on the internet, I can't even be bothered to get off the sofa to get my cigarettes, I'm being such a lazy fuck today! I've been getting e-mails from my boss, really should reply but don't know what to say!!

I'm now going to make a BIG effort to do some work, well, to get my cigarettes, I think I'll start small and work up to it, don't want to peak to soon now!!!!