I haven't written anything in a while. No poems, at least not ones I am comfortable sharing at this point.

Today was a very rough day. I worked my 7th shift in a row today and I am so glad its over, but I got home tonight and I feel so very lonely. I been single now for over 10 months, and I am worried I may be heading down the same path as last time I was single, which lasted over 8 years. I don't think I am that unattractive, but I dunno anymore. I am also a very sexual person and while I do miss that aspect of things, I also miss just being able to cuddle and lay in each others arms. I miss the closeness and lovingness of being in a relationship... I know I sound depressing, but I am just trying to vent. I am a romantic at heart and I am missing the companionship and joys of being in love and being loved.