I'm bad at blogs :/ oh well. I move to Colorado in July. I turn 21 March 5th......le go!

I'm a little sad. My cousin moved to Oklahoma and that means I lost my main smoke buddy v_v lol. I wish him well and hope his life rocks but he hit me up and said, "I have 3 jays man and the scenery is great but I keep wondering when you're gona get here", it was crazy. I had that same thought when staring at my last eighth haha! Man I'm going to have to visit there soon. At least to just toke le jay with him.

I'M OFF PROBATION!! I'M OFF PROBATION!! I'M OFF PROBATION!! I have been sparking it up like a cancer patient for the past two days. I miss my sweet sweet chiba. For so long Babylon has kept me down but never could they stop me from enjoying my personal freedoms. No more chains...now who's ready for a sesh?

“Dear Human: You’ve got it all wrong. You didn’t come here to master unconditional love. That is where you came from and where you’ll return. You came here to learn personal love. Universal love. Messy love. Sweaty love. Crazy love. Broken love. Whole love. Infused with divinity. Lived through the grace of stumbling. Demonstrated through the beauty of… messing up. Often. You didn’t come here to be perfect. You already are. You came here to be gorgeously human. Flawed and fabulous. And then to rise again into remembering. But unconditional love? Stop telling that story. Love, in truth, doesn't need ANY other adjectives. It doesn’t require modifiers. It doesn’t require the condition of perfection. It only asks that you show up. And do your best. That you stay present and feel fully. That you shine and fly and laugh and cry and hurt and heal and fall and get back up and play and work and live and die as YOU. It’s enough. It’s Plenty.”

-Unknown Yoga Master

Going to court tomorrow to find out if I'm off probation. I can not wait to smoke that sweet sweet chiba and be reunited once more lol. Still can't find a tattoo artist to finish my 3/4 sleeve. Got accepted into an Ohio group which is pretty awesome and I made my first friend on the site! ^_^ yea I'm a dork but so what. Other than that nothing too new. I'm really just tripping over my whole probation thing. It has been too long and very hard to be around my friends when they toke down and having to watch. But tomorrow is the moment of truth. I got my paperwork done and paid for, classes done and paid for, and I passed my drug screen. Hoping and praying that the judge will let me free.

So I'm super upset. My nostril ring got ripped out today. I think I'm done with piercings. Other than that nothing too new is happening. It might be time to start saving to get some tattoos. I got piercings because they are cheaper but there is always a reason I have to take them out. It makes me sad that society doesn't allow body mods. Hopefully some day I can say fuck 'em and do the damn thing but for now I am going to focus on tattoos.

OH! And I'm almost done with probation. Soon I'll be able to indulge in ganja once again and life will be sweet. December 4th can't come soon enough! AAAHHH!!

Still trying to get used to the website. So far so good though. I love it! There are way more beautiful women than I thought. Still working on building up my profile but it seems to be coming along well. Looking for friends/girls to flirt with. That's all I got so far. I'm a pretty chill dude so hit me up and lets be friends ^_^