sucks when you get more blogs pop up from sgs than from your friends list. i guess the community isnt what it used to be. shame.
Wow i really need to update my profile. Almost nothing is relevant anymore. Sorry folks. wanna see my mullet?
And heres a couple from my last trip to Philly.
ok for some reason my comp is being dumb... ill post more later.
And heres a couple from my last trip to Philly.
ok for some reason my comp is being dumb... ill post more later.
shit is shaping up. i am mentally disconnecting myself from this place. some of the people around me are making it much easier... and not on purpose. excited for new adventures.
Making serious strides to better myself. I know I always say this but I have actually started making steps this time. Soon I may be living in Philly. Sorry I have no been writing much lately peeps. I have been so busy with my promotion and taking care of my brother and balancing quite a few deaths in my family this year. I hope to hear from you all soon and maybe meet some new peoples south of me!
generic bacon sucks.
also i decided that i need to edit this freaking profile... it doesnt represent who i am anymore. i made this thing like many many moons ago.
also i decided that i need to edit this freaking profile... it doesnt represent who i am anymore. i made this thing like many many moons ago.
its not people that dissapoint you. its your expectations of them that arent met inside of your own mind.
I have been away for a long while... too long but soon i shall be making a come back and ill tell you all about my crazy year. tonight i turn 30 in less than 2 hours... figured id say hi to you guys 
Hey Kids!
Well for the last few days i went off the radar and shut off my cell phone and stopped talking to anyone, needed to do some soul searching.
I got my MRI back.... nothing wrong from the car accident but...
The accident did flare up something that the MRI found.
It turns out that i have a spinal desease... and ive had it since childhood. It is called Scheuermann's disease (Shermans), It is a form of severe kyphosis that bends my spine in the middle.
It crushes the center vertabrates and makes things all fucked up. There is no real cure, they arent even 100% what causes it. The only thing i can do is pretty much a lifetime of physical therapy or in a severe cirsumstances major surgery where i need to get rods put in and tendons clipped.
This disease makes my spine curve so that it hurts to both stand and sit for extended periods of time, having a hard time sleeping, and making me look more fat that i actually am. Also the best part is that over time my spine will continue to bend and eventually crush my organs and kill me, fantastical!
This is seriously making me reevaluate life and all that moves around me. Hence why i needed to do some soul searching. Ok time to go my back is hurting me to sit on this crappy laptop. talk to you soon.
Thanks to all my friends.
Well for the last few days i went off the radar and shut off my cell phone and stopped talking to anyone, needed to do some soul searching.
I got my MRI back.... nothing wrong from the car accident but...
The accident did flare up something that the MRI found.
It turns out that i have a spinal desease... and ive had it since childhood. It is called Scheuermann's disease (Shermans), It is a form of severe kyphosis that bends my spine in the middle.
It crushes the center vertabrates and makes things all fucked up. There is no real cure, they arent even 100% what causes it. The only thing i can do is pretty much a lifetime of physical therapy or in a severe cirsumstances major surgery where i need to get rods put in and tendons clipped.
This disease makes my spine curve so that it hurts to both stand and sit for extended periods of time, having a hard time sleeping, and making me look more fat that i actually am. Also the best part is that over time my spine will continue to bend and eventually crush my organs and kill me, fantastical!
This is seriously making me reevaluate life and all that moves around me. Hence why i needed to do some soul searching. Ok time to go my back is hurting me to sit on this crappy laptop. talk to you soon.
Thanks to all my friends.
