New pictures coming soon. Since my profile picture, I have lost like 35 pounds and aged like 2-3 years.

I was reminded by 13 people today that I'm single. That is a sobering thought. More so is the knowledge that the type of girl you are after exists in multitudes, just not anywhere around you.

A thought:
I desperately need a vacation.
I need to escape from everyone that must follow a trend and do what their fellow man does.
I need to find a place of independence.
I need a place to meet original people, men and women alike.
I need to find people that like indie music and metal.
I need to find people that read and cause mischief.
I need to find adventurers, wanderers, dreamers, troublemakers, and heroes...all in the same body.
I need to be enlightened as well as to enlighten.
I need to find people who know money is trivial.
I need to teach people how trivial money is.
I need to find a scene with no "scene".
I need to find love and heartache.
Most of all, I need to find a drink.

Goodnight Earth

My summer class is going well. There is a really awesome girl in my class who is a total nerd. I'm pretty sure I was being put to the test today when we had lunch with her friends. I just hope the fact that I will spend eight months in NY starting August 18th (with a winter break of course). Other than that, not too much is new. Catch yall later.
-Mike

P.S. The Dark Knight was the greatest movie ever made

P.P.S. I'm Batman

I've given up trying to find a job. I am going back to school in a month and a half and will find work in NY. I only 10 months until I graduate. I will find some way to survive until I go back. Also, I shouldn't have much trouble finding a job when I get there. As for this summer, Pearl Jam was awesome. Hopefully All That Remains will come back to Springfield soon. Other than that, I still have no plans for this evening, and I start a class on Monday.

Happy Independence Day all! Remember, there is a reason so many have given there life for this country.

FUCK THE JOB MARKET!!!! That is all.

So I got a job today!!!! It's not glamorous or anything, but it will do for now. On a side note, something happened today that has never happened to me. Probably the fourth or fifth person asked me to transfer to a school near home. Because of who it was, I actually am deeply considering it. I only have one year left at RPI, but it's sucking the life force from me. The knowledge of having two more semesters is giving me new strength. If I transfer back home, I might have to stay at school longer, and it will be harder to find a career after. the most logical choice is to stay at RPI, but I think I may have really strong feelings for this girl. I think I should find out how my friend feels about me. If I transfer, and take all these stupid career risks, and get my heart broken again, I would be in pretty bad shape. I'm open to suggestions and advice. Other than that, my job starts on Wednesday.

Still no job, but many prospects. If all goes well this summer, I will be spending a week in Vegas in March. Other than that old demons have come back to haunt me. Same old, Same old.

Quick update: I'm out of school, one year left. No one is ever around anymore. I'm going insane from boredom. Someone please rescue me. Anyone. Also, I still can't find a job. Other than that, things are good.

I am finally home for the summer in good old Springfield, MA. I have one final that I have to go to on Wednesday and that's it. I've all but stopped taking my meds, so hopefully my head won't be such a cluster fuck from now on. Other than that, life is peachy!!

So I have trapped myself in my room. I have read about 400 pages of feminist dissertations in the past 3 days, and they all seem to be coming from the same place. I know that there is real merit behind feminism, but it's hard to believe that when all I'm reading are stories on class prejudice in Long Island. I am very tires, and have written about 45 pages of notes in the past 3 days as well.

On a brighter note, I got a 99.2 on my last Advanced Calc exam, and I am passing Abstract Algebra. I have yet to hear back from any insurance companies for internships. Before you say anything, I know insurance companies are evil. I inted on tearing them down from the inside.

Also, I may be going to Lollapalooza this year, and Rage Against the Machine is going to be there. I think I am willing to do terrible, unforgivable things to go see them. If anyone would like to join me, I would love to meet up with some people.

Alright, enough free time for me. Back to the grind of procrastination. Till next time. Stay classy SG.