i'm fucking sick. i have sniffles and a dry cough. urg.

i went all winter without getting sick and now that it's getting nice and warm out my immune system needs to stab me in the back. fucking bitch.


anyway, i went out for sushi with steve and his fam tonight. i forgot how much i love teeny tiny delicate food.

his mums made him chocolate chip cookies too, and i forgot to snatch one before he left.

i guess i should call him and tell him to come back.

i keep giving myself french manicures. i feel like i'm in a sorority or something.

a handfull of friends came over today. i showed jeff a few tricks on photoshop, he didn't know how layers worked. phew. it was nice to just have kids over to chill for a few hours, drink a beer, smoke a joint.

my life is finally getting back on track.

or... just getting on a track. MY track. whatever i don't know.

moving on...

i'm looking forward to going out this week, i'm going to parking tomorrow night. gonna have a blast dancing with some drag queens drunk on cheap draft.

boo, yeah.

sometimes i just get so frustrated with everyone trying to be like everyone else.

i went to a party last weekend, and saw 5 identical girls sitting on a couch.

all with chin length black hair, bangs, some sort of eyebrow nose or lip ring, all with jeans cuffed below the knee, same disatisfied look on their faces.

i mean, come on girls.

you all love emo bands with the name ashes to a burning heart or autum leaves of death or wah wah blah blah... i'm so sick of it.

get some goddamn individuality people.


be who you are, not who you want to be.

so i'm all moved in now. moving day was actually loads more fun than i ever could have imagined, all my friends took it upon themselves to invite the whole world over and christen the new place. i love those crazy cats.

my kitty came to live with me last night, he's adapting pretty well, eating garbage and knocking shit over as if he doesn't even realize he has a new home.

so that's pretty much it for now, i guess. i don't even know why i write these i'm terrible at it.

oh wait. there's a sex shop across the street from my bedroom window, i can see all the lingerie and manniquins all day long. life is good.

so i'm moving next week, i can't wait to get out of my parents house. they're awesome and shit, you know. but i living in the 'burbs is getting to me. i'm going to have the SICKEST housewarming party.

the best part about this whole ordeal is that i treated myself to new sheets. black and bright red. i think that's the main reason i'm moving, really. sexy new bedsheets.

cause isn't that what life is all about?

today i'm heading over to nadine's to take some test shots to submit to the site. i know she'll be accepted, cause she's fucking hot shit. got my flashes all set up and shit... her brother has a BOA CONSTRICTOR. holy shit. i think i just came my pants... stay tuned, kids!

i got my new canon g3 sureshot the other day and i CAN'T STOP SHOOTING.

holy shit. once i get nadine stripped her shots are going to look amazing. not cause of the camera, cause she's hot shit.

i uploaded some more peektoors, take a look and gimme some feedback.

fred's coming back from the cottage tomorrow can't wait to see him again.

i added some new pix of me and my friends in silly hats. enjoy!

today was a shitty day, but a good day.

it's good when someone's suffering has ended.... but i don't know how to feel. she's gone.

i hope he's okay. god.