Hello, everyone. Its been a long time, since i did this last. I gone though alot, pretty much I shouldn't be standing due to all the grief. The love, the lost, disappointment and small gleamers of hope. From the last post, I lost my Mother and my friend/ favorite drummer( who's birthday was yesterday) Then my grand uncle and my great grandmother. And a few childhood friends along the way. I been in a longterm relationship (finally) it lasted 10 months. She was a real bitch to me and treated me, like shit. Her own famliy and friends wonder, how I, put up with it. ( i don't know and it wasn't the sex, trust me) Now, Im pretty much losing it. I gave my heart to my friend who been it love with since day two. And it been rejected and it hurt more then anything I been hit with over the year.( Im not talking mentally) Music is the only thing, that is, there for me, at end of the day. Im still in a band, we gone through tons wannabe bass players. Now, we got the one bassist that fits. Later, we can add another guitairist. We gotten some good show and bad show. I really hope that well, make it soon. Because I can't stand working a regular job, this town, and not having a car, anymore. Also, maybe I can find someone be with on the way. ( be it for a day or a lifetime) Being lonely sux. 6 odd years with nothing will make you crazy.

This is the first time talking about it. January the 12th 2008, My closest friend Michael Reese was killed in a hit and run. Tomorrow is his Funeral and I don't know how to handle it. I been to alot of funeral in my life but none has affect like this. This guy was my brother, my twin of opposites and he watch out for me. We had fun times together and to know to someone kill him breaks my heart. For he never really tried to piss anyone off. He left of Arizona for a year and half. He found God or God found him but he changed. But he never forget about me, he went out of his way to give me a ride. So, I don't have to walk and no one asked him to do it. The last day I saw him, he offer a ride but I was already there. I told thank anyways, then he drove off. I will always remember to times we will get drunk, talk, and play Magic the Gathering. Rest in Peace Mike.

My Band Count Your Dead Has Been SIGNED!!!

My band is rocking harder than ever. Met new people, ran into old. On top but its so lonely up here.

Here it gos. I got back with my band and we're kicking ass.

Its been a long time since I blog, but here it gos. I recently been through some goodtime and shitty time. But I alway find a way to get through it. I fell for a beautiful girl who may know or dont know how I feel. I hate that feeling but when I speak to her Im happy. I she was going through ruff waters, me and my roommate took her in. Its something we do but anyways. The days she was around we comfier one another. Me with my lonelyness and her famliy problems. She found a place to stay so life and get back on track and still keeps in contact. We tell each other how we miss one another but I miss more. She told me, she will come in a month. I cant wait so see her again.

Hey everybody,

It been a long time since I got on, alot happed to me. I moved out, found love, lost love, made new friends, also enemys and moved back in. My band is still going strong and will be on tour May 31. I'am in a hurry to look at pics
Talk to yall later

-Shawn Tragedy

Count Your Dead is Playing in Corpus Christi @ The Underground. Which is my band!

Right now I drunk ass Hell!

The 28th of October my band (now know as Count Your Dead) is play at a small bar in Port lavaca. If you don't know where that is your better off. Now, if you lived or was born there (like me) I fell so for you. We are making a DVD for the mangement group Heat Wave Entertainment found in somewhere near Vegas. We are doing this without a bassist but we might get help for the other band in town See You Tomorrow. So, wish me luck.
Oh yeah, its a costume concert!