being sick sucks

being unmotivated sucks

being disrespected sucks

being lonely sucks

being a recluse sucks

being horny and alone sucks

being unappreciated sucks

being tired all the time sucks

being depressed sucks

blargh

i fell asleep before the results were in last night but then i woke up at 430 this morning, saw the amazing landslide and bawled like a baby watching his acceptance speech!

you should watch it, if you havent - ive already watched it three times

please please please please please remember to VOTE tomorrow!!!

things ive been doing too much of lately:

• worrying


• smoking pot


• watching tv


• eating out


• spending money

things ive been doing too little of lately:

• yoga class


• reading for pleasure


• talking to non sg friends


• calling my grams


• writing letters


• taking photos for myself


• exercising


• spending time out doors


• sleeping

things ive been doing just right lately:

• masturbating


• masturbating


• masturbating

please please please vote in the upcoming election

= my mood the past few days

now i remember why i avoid doctors

today was a shitty day overall - i burned my hand badly at work on the hot glue gun, i had to get a tuberculosis test (ouch), yoga class was insanely difficult and i hurt my upper back, im totally broke (there's actually a negative number in my bank account) and waiting very impatiently for my first paycheck to clear, i need to cut caffeine + alcohol + spicy foods from my diet for the next month, and i need to go get a sonogram of my tit cause its being a trouble and im scared... le sigh.. i thought this was supposed to be a good school year and its starting off so shite

~~~EDIT~~~
omg look at the new profile pic!!! kai took it last week and it is easily the best picture ever taken of me <333333

a larger version for you to enjoy:



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snippets from this past week, which was also my birthday week, in alphabetical order:

air conditioning, the broken kind
apples to apples
apple martinis
apple pie (the alcoholic kind)
bacon *drools*
birthday pot x 2
bite marks and bruises
boobs galore
broken elevators
champagne and strawberries and whipped cream
chicken with chipotle sauce mmmm
cooking with Kai
cunt cake w/strawberries and bananas
dancing to 80s music
earrings, Tiffany earrings
fondling
friends, the amazing kind
head injuries
Huslter Club
Infinity + dollar bills
instant kosher couscous
KFC @ 3am
lapdances (my first, second and third)
Lie With Me
limo rides
love <3
mac and cheese with bacon
Mason Dixon
memory loss (not mine)
nakedness (both male and female)
nipple cupcakes, nipple rings and leaking nipples
orgasms
panic attacks (in Newark)
pot curing hangovers
puke (thankfully, only once it was mine )
preggers belly snuggles FTW
QXT's
rummikub
Satin Dolls
Saturday morning subway changes = ugh
strippers/soccer moms mmmm
TheFreak, aka the Masshole