OK so i've been on model mayhem alot and guess what??
I've already ran into pervs!
PUT EM ON BLAST!
For those of you who dont know what that means, i am bringing his behavior into light. He was supposed to just shoot my tattoos for Inked Magazine, but he kept begging me to do erotic where i MASTURBATE and he takes pictures of my face as i climax. wrong, nignog!
This man offered to give me oral sex and when i replied that that would be unprofessional, he wrote a damn soliloquy back stating that by me using the mere word unprofessional i am implying that he is doing something wrong. And he said that he was no longer inclined to shoot with me. wrong, nignog!
He has shot for maxim and playboy and has like a MILLION references so i decided to hit them up. These girls have nothing but nice things to say, throwing accolades of professionalism and reverence. Doesnt add up, right? Well he liekd that i contacted them and wanted to shoot with me again all of a sudden-interesting
He kept pressuring me not to bring an escort so we can shoot erotics-he even said that he might need to "take care of himself" in the bathroom if it was "okay with me". Healso offered me oral again and i had to talk about my IMAGINARY boyfriend. This is possibly the grossest thing anyone has ever said to me-i dont even KNOW this man. So when i told him i didn't want to do erotics he goes on all of a sudden about how i keep rescheduling and that he no longer wants to shoot with me
rescheduling...yeah...
Im so glad we wont shoot because as you can see this "mike" character is def a sketchy one. Hes located in STATEN ISLAND and if anyone wanted his MM number id gladly give it, jsut to look after you girlies. Its a shame that a creep liek this can take such GOOD pictures, but in the end i dont think its worth it
So learn from my mistake-as soon as anyone says something liek that to you , call it quits right there
On a lighter note today Brendans gonna do my phonograph tattoo and fix my leg that i incautiously ruined. This makes me happy. Im hoping its was more my fault than his, seeing as he is an apprentice. Because if my arm comes out extra scabbed like that i am going to cry.
I have cool shoots coming up, probly an SG set friday with a NON creepy guy in queens, and Sunday im the main girl for this "grunge look" type thing, which makes me smile. The guy literally said we dont have a shoot if you don't come. I feel special LOL
im a dork. And Tuesday is the shoot for the tattoo calender and im lucky to have scored a makeup artist to get rid of my dark under eye circles haha. Im mad RaccoonXcore
But moral of the story is, i thank the Lord that i am Safe and Sound
SANO V SALVO, bitches!
-Shani
I've already ran into pervs!
PUT EM ON BLAST!
For those of you who dont know what that means, i am bringing his behavior into light. He was supposed to just shoot my tattoos for Inked Magazine, but he kept begging me to do erotic where i MASTURBATE and he takes pictures of my face as i climax. wrong, nignog!
This man offered to give me oral sex and when i replied that that would be unprofessional, he wrote a damn soliloquy back stating that by me using the mere word unprofessional i am implying that he is doing something wrong. And he said that he was no longer inclined to shoot with me. wrong, nignog!
He has shot for maxim and playboy and has like a MILLION references so i decided to hit them up. These girls have nothing but nice things to say, throwing accolades of professionalism and reverence. Doesnt add up, right? Well he liekd that i contacted them and wanted to shoot with me again all of a sudden-interesting
He kept pressuring me not to bring an escort so we can shoot erotics-he even said that he might need to "take care of himself" in the bathroom if it was "okay with me". Healso offered me oral again and i had to talk about my IMAGINARY boyfriend. This is possibly the grossest thing anyone has ever said to me-i dont even KNOW this man. So when i told him i didn't want to do erotics he goes on all of a sudden about how i keep rescheduling and that he no longer wants to shoot with me
rescheduling...yeah...
Im so glad we wont shoot because as you can see this "mike" character is def a sketchy one. Hes located in STATEN ISLAND and if anyone wanted his MM number id gladly give it, jsut to look after you girlies. Its a shame that a creep liek this can take such GOOD pictures, but in the end i dont think its worth it
So learn from my mistake-as soon as anyone says something liek that to you , call it quits right there
On a lighter note today Brendans gonna do my phonograph tattoo and fix my leg that i incautiously ruined. This makes me happy. Im hoping its was more my fault than his, seeing as he is an apprentice. Because if my arm comes out extra scabbed like that i am going to cry.
I have cool shoots coming up, probly an SG set friday with a NON creepy guy in queens, and Sunday im the main girl for this "grunge look" type thing, which makes me smile. The guy literally said we dont have a shoot if you don't come. I feel special LOL
im a dork. And Tuesday is the shoot for the tattoo calender and im lucky to have scored a makeup artist to get rid of my dark under eye circles haha. Im mad RaccoonXcore But moral of the story is, i thank the Lord that i am Safe and Sound
SANO V SALVO, bitches!
-Shani
so im doing this photo shoot for this tatto shop ibn Long Island and i have NOOOOO idea whata to wear for it! I know it has to be sexy!
I asked the guy and he was like "wear what you'd wear if you were going to be on the cover of a tattoo magazine"
Anyone know what exactly that is?? They're going to be making calendars and maaaaybe posters of this so i have to look HOT!
HELP!
-Shani
I asked the guy and he was like "wear what you'd wear if you were going to be on the cover of a tattoo magazine"
Anyone know what exactly that is?? They're going to be making calendars and maaaaybe posters of this so i have to look HOT!
HELP!
-Shani
feel like shit. why he hates me is beyond me, but i dont like this-it brings down my mood.
Did a shoot yesterday and i wasnt very pleased with the results. I must work on my facial expressions and above all else-this TUMMY
Tummy is great but this shit just makes me look unproportioned. My sister and i are taking afew weeks of actually eating healthy-no exeptions. No soda, no fried foods etc-eliminating those first, just to see what happens. I just want to feel happy after a shoot. Im gonna be canceling all the shoots i have planned in the next few weeks but oh well
Anyone play World off warcraft?? PLAY WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, im on archimonde and my character is named tein. Shes a lvl 43 druid tauren and shes lo0o0o0o0onely
-Shani 
Did a shoot yesterday and i wasnt very pleased with the results. I must work on my facial expressions and above all else-this TUMMY
Tummy is great but this shit just makes me look unproportioned. My sister and i are taking afew weeks of actually eating healthy-no exeptions. No soda, no fried foods etc-eliminating those first, just to see what happens. I just want to feel happy after a shoot. Im gonna be canceling all the shoots i have planned in the next few weeks but oh well
Anyone play World off warcraft?? PLAY WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE, im on archimonde and my character is named tein. Shes a lvl 43 druid tauren and shes lo0o0o0o0onely
-Shani
ok so im sitting on his floor on his laptop
hes on the couch and after this im gonna go snuggle up next to him
I didnt think this would happen so soon.
im utterly happy
know what else makes me happy??
set hits Member Review on April 16th, so wait for it
-Shani
hes on the couch and after this im gonna go snuggle up next to him
I didnt think this would happen so soon.
im utterly happy
know what else makes me happy??
set hits Member Review on April 16th, so wait for it
-Shani
HEY!
Just took a peek at my new set
it hits MR April 16th
Uploaded it
heres a peek
Just took a peek at my new set
it hits MR April 16th
Uploaded it
heres a peek
April 16th
Tell me what you think?
Hopefully its at least good enough for MR
I'll be doing lots of shoots in the next few weeks so if this one wasnt appreciated, there will be at least one (hopefully) that is.
oh, did i say that it hits MR April 16th?
-Shani
i guess i'll be lonely again =/
i feel it already
I WANT TO SHOOT ANOTHER SET
REALLY BAD
IM ITCHING TO
yes, that needed to be in all caps.
I want to work with more and more photographers, for experience. My first one was ooo fun and i feel i learned alot. Now time to put it to practice.
I wish i had an Ewok to cuddle.
Gonna start doing stairs i think. Hopefully i dont get kidnapped or worse in my fucking project stairs. I plan to do it with sweats, an oversized hoodie-my hair back-basically hiding all signs of me being a girl lol. Hopefully i wont get raped. I'll have a knife in my bra just in caaaaase
Gonna start playing WoW manana, hopefully it wont get in the way of my fitness trials and tribulations. I made delish cupcakes today bwahahahahahaaaaa
i want a full time job-nyc, hire a bitch?? That way i can purchase my Mr.Darcy (to cuddle with)...or at least an Ewok...which isnt as sexually uhh...intruiging to me? Is that the proper term?
Hows that for discursory?
-Shani
i feel it already
I WANT TO SHOOT ANOTHER SET
REALLY BAD
IM ITCHING TO
yes, that needed to be in all caps.
I want to work with more and more photographers, for experience. My first one was ooo fun and i feel i learned alot. Now time to put it to practice.
I wish i had an Ewok to cuddle.
Gonna start doing stairs i think. Hopefully i dont get kidnapped or worse in my fucking project stairs. I plan to do it with sweats, an oversized hoodie-my hair back-basically hiding all signs of me being a girl lol. Hopefully i wont get raped. I'll have a knife in my bra just in caaaaase
Gonna start playing WoW manana, hopefully it wont get in the way of my fitness trials and tribulations. I made delish cupcakes today bwahahahahahaaaaa
i want a full time job-nyc, hire a bitch?? That way i can purchase my Mr.Darcy (to cuddle with)...or at least an Ewok...which isnt as sexually uhh...intruiging to me? Is that the proper term?
Hows that for discursory?
-Shani
FUCKING SIIIIIIICCCCCCCCKKK
i have a shoot on Monday and im really excited about it but of COURSE i get sick right beforehand. Womderful. No matter what iom doing the shoot-runny nose and all if need be lol. Its going to be ADORABLE
Im currently wearing 3 pairs of sweatpants, 2 pairs of socks, a T shirt, 2 hoodies, a pashmina scarf and an amazing hat haha. Trying to sweat it out. That, vicks, and hot ass tea are the only things i can think of to help run this cold out-any suggestions would be VERY appreciated
Its been a long ass time since ive updated but unfortunately i have to keep this short because i have muuuch to do.Ive been on a tad diet, working out also but for the past few days ive fucked it up by eating comfort foods at all hours and being sluggish(my damn shoulders HUUUUURRRRT). I feel like i should be toning up before the shoot though =/. Next update will have afew pics -including shots of my new tattoos (C-3PO and R2D2 in hearts on each shoulder). That should DEF be tuesday or wednsday and if not you have permission to beat me over the head with a stick lol
i love all of you!
now ideas to help me prep for the shoot/get rid of this cold are WELCOME!
amd OH FUCKING SHIT how bout Kraven going pink eveeryone! HEllz yeah!
-Shani
i have a shoot on Monday and im really excited about it but of COURSE i get sick right beforehand. Womderful. No matter what iom doing the shoot-runny nose and all if need be lol. Its going to be ADORABLE
Im currently wearing 3 pairs of sweatpants, 2 pairs of socks, a T shirt, 2 hoodies, a pashmina scarf and an amazing hat haha. Trying to sweat it out. That, vicks, and hot ass tea are the only things i can think of to help run this cold out-any suggestions would be VERY appreciated
Its been a long ass time since ive updated but unfortunately i have to keep this short because i have muuuch to do.Ive been on a tad diet, working out also but for the past few days ive fucked it up by eating comfort foods at all hours and being sluggish(my damn shoulders HUUUUURRRRT). I feel like i should be toning up before the shoot though =/. Next update will have afew pics -including shots of my new tattoos (C-3PO and R2D2 in hearts on each shoulder). That should DEF be tuesday or wednsday and if not you have permission to beat me over the head with a stick lol
i love all of you!
now ideas to help me prep for the shoot/get rid of this cold are WELCOME!
amd OH FUCKING SHIT how bout Kraven going pink eveeryone! HEllz yeah!
-Shani
Im glad to discover that i am not the only human being who understands that making mistakes is indeed, very human and is the most normal action one could carry out. The people that abandon you because of them- you can either let TIME take care of it, or forget them all together. I dont know which is harder-the first or the latter
= /
its very easy to hate myself, but im def not gonna succumb to that
