Im glad to discover that i am not the only human being who understands that making mistakes is indeed, very human and is the most normal action one could carry out. The people that abandon you because of them- you can either let TIME take care of it, or forget them all together. I dont know which is harder-the first or the latter
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its very easy to hate myself, but im def not gonna succumb to that
OCT 15, 2008 10:13 PM
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OCT 16, 2008 07:38 PM
I think that the worst that you can do is actually hate , you or anybody. As you said, in life we make mistakes, and the all beauty of that is that those same mistakes, gives us opportunities to learn and to make positives things from that learning. As cliche that sounds, it's true.
And forget is always hard, so maybe you just have to try to continuing, not forget, because that person was part of your growing up process, so dont delete them from your heart or mind, just continue with the new process that you are living at this time . Presente, not past; present, not future .
and of course darling, I'm happy to be your friend 
OCT 16, 2008 08:44 PM
Thanks for the comment! I'm one of those people that's way harder on myself than anyone else, too. It's rough but I keep reminding myself that all that does is make me less of who I want to be (i.e. not depressed, self-hating, and bitter).
Do you ever go to any SGNY events?
OCT 16, 2008 08:47 PM
OCT 16, 2008 10:55 PM
Thanks for the comment on my set darling xx
OCT 16, 2008 11:16 PM
I'm sure I'll meet you outside of the bar scene, even though it's where us NYers are at our best.
And honey, don't ever let them make you hate yourself. You're too gorgeous for that.
OCT 17, 2008 07:59 AM
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OCT 17, 2008 08:36 AM
Yayyy....your boob graber too! It's just to much fun when your drunk 
I was sad over a lot and fought with a friend and it was just kinda the straw that broke the camels back. So my dumb ass used self-harm to deal with the pain, I have gotten help and see a psychiatrist every month anyway..........that day was just TOO much. And I had quit for 6 months is what really hurts. Now I have to start back at step one. But the pills they have me on make me not care about ANYTHING! My dog could die and would probably be numb to it. But like I said it's getting better and things will be "normal" soon epough.
I am so into your style, I wish we knew eachother in real life so I could wear all your cool shit!! LOL I am HORRIBLE at being stylish, I guess I am just a tomboy 
OK.....that turned into a really long comment! Sorry 
Hit me up
tiny
OCT 17, 2008 09:30 AM
OCT 17, 2008 12:53 PM
Baby you need to get on some nerve pills, like xanax or valium.......I couldn't get out of bed if I didn't have xanax to rely on. I also take prozac, I don't think it does much either 
But I was getting my nerve pills from my family doctor before the psychiatrist started to give them to me, so you could always talk to your regular doctor. Just tell him your depression and anxiety is ruining parts of your life and you need something to callm yourself down. He/She will give them to you if you tell them that.
Hope it gets better honey and now we can always be here for each other during the rough times 
OCT 18, 2008 02:54 AM
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